Thursday, 13 April 2017

Why BTS?

I made another giveaway, my last one before I deactivate my fan account on twitter
why leaving?
because i have other priorities; family and marriage(?)
twitter is the place i spent most of my online session in, for entertainment, to have some fun out of my real life...until i realized (maybe i knew from long time now but i just ignore most of the time) it is not fun anymore, i'm just sinning.

but with no regret, thank you, friends
for everything.

don't cry because it's over but smile because it happened :)

"What BTS has taught you?"

@JobelleLee Bts have taught me to be me. They have showed me the beauty of trusting thyself. They have showed me that i don't have to be what the society wants me to be. I just have to be myself, that's the beauty within it.
@amnizz_ Teamwork make the dreamwork
@JXEXEX123 While stanning them,I'm striving to reach my goal
@miss08026 BTS gave me hope and taught me so many things in life. All their lyrics are such an inspiration and their lyrics are really near to our heart and daily life. This make me think that yup i stan the right group. Not just their looks but their lyrics, attitude and music that change our perception. They are truly a musician that touches many hearts. I love them so much. Eventhough they are at peak right now and maybe one day their popularity might be gone, i want to cherish all this moment as they are my Most Beautiful Moment in Life ❤
@jiminieGuin BTS is something else. All of them have dark past worse than mine perhaps but that didnt stop them from growing :) As long they are always together comes hell or high water 😁
@MINMINri They taught me that it doesn't matter what people may say with whatever I do. As long as I'm not hurting anyone in the process, I don't need to give them attention. They also taught me that to achieve something I want, I should not stop working hard for it. In addition, they taught me to accept my mistakes, apologize for it, learn through it, and not repeat the same mistake I did. In short, they taught me to be a better person.
@iha_army When i watch their inu mv. This mv have meaningful mv. Cause they talk about society. After that i search more about them and stannning them untill now
@SecretCode09 I learned how to love myself more because I used to hate my own self, like, I don't like my face, I think I'm ugly, fat & etc. But now I learned to accept me as a whole. This is what god has created me so I had to accept just the way I am (Reflection). I learned to not be a spine breaker of my parents and be grateful for what they have given to me (Spine Breaker). I learned of not to giving up (No More Dream, Tomorrow, The Stars). And most important, 'Teamwork makes the dream works' (BTS Tagline).
@minggeu BTS taught me that teamwork, trust and the will to not give up can really change one's life. Follow my dream and don't look back. Strive to improve and stay humble.
@Amirah_fathini Their respect n love each other and also to their army even sometime they being savage for each other they still know how to respect each other.. N i also love how they compliment n comfort each other..their song also infires me a lot ...😹
@khiphop_fan I learn how to love my self more and how to live my life lively. Because youth will never come back.
@taebwiyomi They teaches me untuk sentiasa berusaha untuk achieve something yang kita telah inginkan eventhough there are a lot of haters out there yang sering menjatuhkan diri kita. They also teach me the spirit of teamwork. As we know that, they always do their teamwork to achieve something, i mean, if we want to achieve something, we need the teamwork because kalau tiada teamwork you dreams arent going to be. I really respect them because all of their efforts they have done. They're the definition of "starting from the bottom now we are here."
@whathuricanne Bangtan had taught me a lot u.u from friendship, family, brother hood, growing up, steeling my heart to achieve something. They were there for me when i was struggling with spm, taught me not to give up. They taught me to be down to earth even when i succeed. There are so much thing that they taught me that it doesnt come out now, the list is just ongoing. Taught me that i can have fun while achieving smth, that if u put ur heart in it, everything will come out okay, taught me how to love, change me to a better person. I love them so so much 😭
@sarah_y97 If we never give up and keep doing our best, surely we'll be able to fly high😊
@kim_xandria BTS taught me a lot of things. First of all, while stanning them, they changed the way I am living right now, I forgot about being depressed, being down, feeling alone, what they taught me is that life is so beautiful to feel that way, that there's always hope ( look at their smiles, especially J-hope's, it gives you hope ). Second, BTS taught me how to be patient, of course whenever they release new songs, we need to patiently wait for them. And lastly, love can conquer all, what they taught me is that even if we're in different fandom we should love each other, not having fights or wars, for me, I think the boys wants us all to be united, even if we're in different fandoms.
@eunkook02 BTS taught me that there's no imposible to achieve all your dream if you workhard for it. I stan them because I admire them on how hardworking they are. They showed to us that if they can do it, we can also do it. They inspired many youth, that's why I'm really thankful that God gave us 7 precious men.. What they have now, they all deserve it . They also showed to us the real value of teamwork. They may not teach it to us, but we learned from them a lot. :) Stan role model of the youth!!
@Luge_Deer BTS taught me how important the people in our lives are. They also taught me to work my hardest to achieve what I really want. They also got me into what is now one of my biggest passion, dancing.
@vkookmarkbam bts has taught me many things and changed me into a better person in many many ways and i seriously cant thank enough :') one of things that they have taught me is not to give up and do what i love. especially during studies when i thought of giving up, i first thought of bts. they are one of the reason why i am here right now and i am really thankful ! :)
@BtsARMY30991816 They taught me to be always happy
@AestheticSVT_ BTS taught me that you can achieve things
@aiskkukrim They taught me to live my life. : )
@zelo96_fan What I have learned is that I always have to follow my dreams, no matter what people say, I should be following what my heart wants. Also that I am young and I have to live for the moment, because I can't get my youth to waste. It's a moment that will never come back.
@melovlouis How can a dance be more synchronize and perfected than this? *in awed* my kpop dance expectation has gone way more higher since i started stanning them *definitely unfair to other idols* but at the same time, i've fall in love more and more with their personalities thru their funny vlive and twitter updates 😍 my fav friendship ever is ofc 95z!!! Go go Bangtan πŸ™Œ
@sae_baep I know them since No More Dream era and I'm very grateful that I know them earlier...They really taught me everything about life and happiness same like what my parent had taught me...I still remember I Need U mv where they show their friendship bond and how they keep their friendship till now...They keep smiling infront of fans although they're sad...same like Taehyung did last year...He keep smiling and doing his best on stage during BST promotion although he lost his lovely late grandma....during BTS 3rd Muster, he can't keep his feeling and cry while talked about his late grandma with fans...πŸ˜” Bangtan taught me about friendship and their profesional attitude. I hope their friendship will last forever and I hope ARMYs will always support and be with our boys πŸ’•
@itsallysum Work harder to get a better results
@misoyuu_ One thing for sure what they had taught me is, don't let others stop you from pursuing your dreams. It really does make me feel happier when I told my parents I want to pursue something I like eventhough they protested at first ( for like a year and a half), but after looking at my gpas in every semester is increasing, they stop protesting. Claiming that its better for them to let we choose what we want to do. I'm happy that I managed to change my parents mind on these kind of stuffs since before this they always said to me and siblings to always pursue something that can secure you a job in the goverment sector (I don't know why but they don't want us to work under swasta). BTS not only taught me on doing something i like, but also managed to change my parents mind on that. One more thing BTS has taught me is, don't ever give up, even if you feel down. People who are close to me mostly know that I have depression, and I do really stupid things when I'm depressed. At those times, when I feel like giving up the most, I would ways listen to their songs. Especially Yoongi's mixtape, since he once mentioned that he have depression before in his songs. Their songs really give me strength for me to get up and start my life again. I really hope bangtan would go on for a long time since I really can't imagine how my world would be without them.
@YanakimAliana "Teamwork makes the dream work." This belief of bangtan help them to achieved a lot of achievements! They've proved that nothing is impossible if you guys work together as one. That's why I love them sooo much! A full package group indeed. Hands down to bangtan :)
@sabrinabalqis88 Bts taught me to become someone who are hard working and always enjoy your life :)
@Syafiqahazhr_ A great teamwork will make a great work. I love their teamwork ❤️
@asdfghjeon Bangtan has taught me lots of lessons in life but the one I'd like to share with you is how they taught me how to be humble and to give back. Regardless of their achievements they remain humble and close to us ARMY's. They never forget how we climbed up higher with them together. Every once in a while they always say how it's time to give back. That they always receive and they want to give back for a change. I find both of these things beautiful. This is a lesson I'll never forget from bangtan.
@vwiscuit Bangtan taught me how to be brave and face the difficulties in life. Even if you came from a simple start as long as you have the determination you can reach your goals even high. (Sorry for my bad english)
@yasitzella BTS have literally given me LIFE. They have taught me to always have hope in my dreams and to follow them forever. Those boys mean the world to me ~ πŸ˜˜πŸ’˜
@hidayatiaf There're so much thing I've learn from them .. about friendship, about love that it's not only about sexual interest, about passion, about feelings that I can't describe, about hard work and confidence but also attitude. Things I learn from them I can't describe using words because it just changed me before I even realize /cry/
@Iqha101295 They teach me, to care a lots about friendship!!
@emilesyavr BTS taught me how to support each other when somebody feel sad or else, they taught me how to take care each other.. they taught me anything. Since i knew them i always felt happier than ever❤❤😊 I'll always support them till the day i die.
@sc2rcelia BTS has taught me to be powerful when I'm down and to do everything i want to and to work hard to get what i want to BTS has changed my life to a better One especially Jungkook warmed my heart i love him so much thank you Kookie thank you BTS I love you so much πŸ’œπŸ’œ
@AnaisDzARMY They taught me never to give up and to always follow my dreams no matter what and they inspired me a lot in my studies and my life I'll always be thankful everyone doubted in me and looked down in me but I proved them wrong I got so much strength from their song Tomorrow they really saved me and it's because of them that I'm this kind of person today words can never describe how much I'm thankful 😒
@MukhlisaKhairul Hi, Lisa here! :) Actually there are lots of things that BTS has taught me. But because I'm in rush, I will state 3 main things that I have always remember when stanning them. First, BTS taught me to never give up even if the problem is big and we think that we are not going to settle it. Since BTS debut, they are always people telling them that they are going to fail. But because of their spirit and determination, now they are on the top and I believe they will never going down. Second, BTS has taught me about the importance of friendships. I always watch their bangtan bombs and videos and I think, their friendship is so sweet although some members did not show it. Hehe Thirdly, BTS has taught me about being who you are and dont be a fake person. They always show their true personality infront or behind the camera, and because of that, people always say that they are humble and kind. Here are the three main things that BTS has taught me. I hope BTS will always be on the top and win more daesangs!
@LsBlackHeart BTS taught me that it's okay to be different and not to think same as what the others think. And they taught me how to enjoy life and appriciate even the smallest thing :)
@nicoleskiexx They taught me to just enjoy life, be free, be happy and teamwork makes the dreamwork haha
@heyitsmeziahhh They taught me to don't stop reaching your goals. Don't stop until you achieve them. Also, you can't survive on your own. Don't be selfish, everyone is here for you, teamwork makes the dream work. Also, they taught me to (I am really amazed hiw Bangtan manage their time to study ❤) manage time, despite for their busy schedule. I am really amazed with that. Also, they taught me toshow who you really are and what you can do not just for yourself but for everyone ^^
@Fangirleu _Xx When i started stanning them they taught whats the essence of friendship and there's always hope
@ItsErina_23 They made me learned that dream big and always never back out in anything that i do. From them i learned to be a cheerful person. Even tho you fall, doesn't mean you don't get up back. It means that, i have to get up back and fight for it. I also learned that to appreciate my youth. Appreciate those who stick around me. Family and friends. And actually, they taught me lots of thing. I can say that i see a different me after i know them. I really glad to stan and know them.
@nr_rihaniztims well im lake of idea, ithought just a simple fill the form, but noπŸ˜‚ . okay wht they taught is how to be perempuan baik lah. i once think i cant do anything so why would im struggle while no one care. but then they came with like a bright lane for me to follow. now bcs of them im obses to be like them . also about homework,exam etc ,i always want to do it and enjoy but they came like "trurutt, bts updating, bts live now, bts bla bla, bts new merch, bts comeback" now where's time? urhhh money is the other thingπŸ˜₯ but actually sincerely my life bfore this was really nothing , i didnt do my responsible, once thinking to open hijab, couple couple. but now all those was gone and i really glad that im changing and my life right now was really neat and my future clearer.
@kpop_trash0420 I learned that you can reach all your dreams if like suga you try hard and not be lazy
@mochii_park They have taught me the meaning of friendship just like Spring Day song.Because of BTS,I get so many friends from other country.I be able to smile,cry and laugh happily because of them.I'm able to be brave and do something with confidence.I really appreciate what the boys had taught me all this 4 years.Thanks BTS.
@v_kyeopta BTS didnt just taught me things about life but mostly they inspire me very much like writing songs and poetry. And I dont why, but just listening to their song it flutters my heart especially the YNWA tracks, and made my day happier and complete.
@Roanna_Infinite There is these two things that BTS taught me. First is to trust and love the people who is always at your side. I was amazed of Bangtan's friendship. They treat each other as a family not just as friends. It made me realized that I should always appreciate my family, my friends and to everyone! The second one is always do your best. Hardwork is the key to everyone's success. Critisms will come up in your way but I've learned that I should make those critisms as an advantage. Why advantage? It is because those critisms makes me stronger and better. It makes me want to do my best always. Bangtan received so much hate .. but I admire them so much because they didn't let those negative things get in their way. I've learned so much from BTS and I am so grateful about that.
@BangtanGipsy They taught me to follow my dreams and never give up. They're like my mental supporter ☺️
@ARMYwiee_ They taught me how to be crazy, happy and just go along the days/times. They taught me how not to get stressed and just let it all out. They taught me how to smile even if i'm broke. They are like telling me that no matter how hard you're falling, just keep it with the flow.
@nraesyh amat menyukai bts atas sebab friendship diorang yang sangat hebat and klau ingt balik masa daesang award last year,first word yg rapmon sebut ialah army and nmpk sgt bts amt mnghargai army all over the world.bts adalah satu satunya group yg boleh mnyebabkn sy menangis.thank you bangtan sonyeondan!
@husna_liyana BTS has taught me the true meaning of a real n everlasting friendship n family,always cherish every single moment with the one u love,never give up on ur dreams,b confident n proud of who u r,stay humble n kind at all times,always try n do ur best,ignore those who try to take u down,that u r never alone in this harsh world n many more life lesson that i still couldn't figure it out at this moment.. ^_^ (actually,i find it very hard to put the things that they have taught me in words (^_^)v )
@sc2rrania BTS taught me many thing..but the more important thing is that friendship is so important .. I was a person who don't care about people but now I have friends and I care about them
@MinYoonbi_Suga How to be confident *from jin / not shy anymore /care abt others *from monie /to love others specialy armys*from BTS / I didnt tought that a fandom can be a family before knowing them seriously ♡ / sometimes savage *learnt this from yoongi kkk /not lose hope in any thing *from hopie sunshine /lot of things actualy ... Love u so much my boys γ… γ…  and thnx for GA ♡><
@Lynakook2 Bts thought me how to live and love myself they thought me a lot of things love, friendship.... They are the reason why I'm living they mean the world to me πŸ’”i just love them more than anything
@saltwaterlazuli BTS has taught me that it's okay to be my odd self. They've taught me how to start loving myself.
@Flowerminnn About the friendship .
@saraamiraaaa They taught me lots of things in life, from Namjoon's philosophy to bangtan's fashion πŸ˜‚ I learn how to not give up in life, and always motivate myself that there r always reasons for me to live in this life. As for fashion, they literally changed my wardrobe! And I just knew black and white outfit is absolutely pretty and suits me well hehe, after I stan them. Seokjin taught me to eat well, and eat whenever you feel so lol Hoseok taught me to always be happy in life ad scream out loud!! πŸ˜‚ jungkook taught me to be confident and be extra in anything I'm doing ( his cpecific confidence level)) πŸ˜‚ YASSS and taetae and jimin taught me to love myself and everyone else and always be nice to ppl :) Yoongi of course taught me to love whatever I'm doing, with passion and hard work and Namjoonieee of course, fashion taste, his philosophy,his mind, he himself makes my thoughts abt life gets deeper when I stan him, he's really sth to me, an inspiration ,someone that I wish I could share my thoughts with,(and also my dream guy πŸ˜‚))yep bangtan taught me a lot abt the beautiful moments in life and it's ups and downs, live our life to the fullest, appreciate your youth and life, everyone around you, as youth is once in a lifetime ♡
@LuhanRULES How to be true to my feelings
@withourwings I have learned that people who talk about real issues and taboo topics actually do make a huge difference. Even though the kpop industry seems to make mindless songs that avoid topics like depression and hardships, BTS was able to face those head on and show that everyone has someone and that people going through hard times "never walk alone"
@arisu03 bts taught me to be happy
@Ainajhh Teamwork,be yourself,work harder and stay humble😬They're jjangπŸ‘πŸ»
@lysiaahalim pertama kali liat mv bts yg n.o suka banget sama skill dancenyaa, padahal waktu itu first impression sama visual nya ga terlalu baik hehe tapi skrg i realized that bangtan's member visual was so killing hahha
@ADORKOOK they taught me how to love myself and not to give any shits to people who didnt worth our time
@VindaVanessa BTS taught me to smile/laugh more. Before i met BTS i was really shy and dont really smile around people. But now, BTS made me weird, crazy, outgoing and smile/laugh more to everyone around me! Other than that, BTS made me feel not to ever leave the fandom and will always remember/love even if they already disband in the future (I hope they will not disband tho, cuz i cant live without them ^^) Lastly, BTS taught me to appreciate my life when i'm still in my youthful days! BTS actually made me want to live a veryyyyyy long life. HAHAHAHA I think my reasons are more like appreciate than taught but i hope it's okay~ I AM PROUD TO BE A ARMY THAT'S THERE FOR BTS WHEN THEY HAVE A HARD TIME EVEN IF I, MYSELF ALSO HAVE A HARD TIME. THEY HAVE ALWAYS CHEER UP MY DAYS SO IT'S MY TURN TO CHEER UP THEIR DAYS ^^
@defenseyoongi They taught me to never give up on my dreams and enjoy every moment as if it were the last, just as they say forever we are young. ❤
@97sgoldenjk they taught me to be more confident on myself and stronger AND THEY MAKE ME SO HAPPY :) , i've been stanning them not for so long but i can promise i will love them till i die πŸ’™
@abbygail_abenis26 They taught me how to be true to myself cuz honestly idk know what to say cuz my hands are shaking while typing for idk reason haha
@Effakeyth Bts had taught me how to love someone and they always make me happy. Idk why but their moments makes me wanna love them more. Whenever i sad i always watch their videos and all of my sadness just go like that. Tq bts.
@kataehu BANYAK. mereka mengajarkanku bahwa walaupun kita berada di agency kecil kita bisa menjadi bintang besar! mereka mengajarkan aku kalo semua bisa kita hadapin kalau kita berusaha, liat usaha mereka udah terbayar sekarang sama mereka udah jadi bintang dunia! bts itu down to earth bgt, dia ngajarin aku kalo orang terkenal gaboleh sombong dan harus tetep merendah, mereka cinta bgt sm army. bts itu idol yg bener2 idol. mereka bener2 bisa ngajarin army supaya berprilaku baik, bener2 salut sm bts. bangga!
@parkdaeunn BTS taught me a lot :) First is to believe in yourself. These talented boys are full of charms as well as talents! From singing, dancing, rapping, composing etc. they are all in one package ☺️ They inspired me for my love for music (I love to play piano btw). They are also a living proof that a kpop group can reach the top even when you are not under the Big 3 companies. I feel so proud of them because I've been a fan since the beginning. They also taught me to be true to yourself. We can see how happy they are on or off the camera. I love the fact that they are always show their true image to us ARMYs, from being dorks they can transform into hot oppas πŸ˜­πŸ’• Thats how versatile they are. Lastly, bangtan shows us how they treasure each other. I really love their friendship and how united they are not only as a group but as a family. They have that brotherly love that makes the group stand out.
@coderedtswizzle BTS taught me to live life to the fullest and to be grateful for the things we all have in life
@cessie_sarte29 They have taught me that you don't have to do things alone, what are friends and family for? We should always team up and be together
@gummyoongz that it doesn't matter what language you speak or which county you're from because music bring us all together and that we should always have hope and believe in ourselves in everything we do because you'll never know what might be the outcome.
@_chanmelon That youth isn't something to just plan your future and school, that you have to live your youth to how you feel its the fullest so later in life you don't regret it. Also how as long as someone loves or has the same passion for you on something the differences dont matter, they are 7 boys from different backgrounds who share the passion of music and became a family
@hobibifreeeeend Perfection exists
@iNSyamimi i do love their friendship and hardship from beginning till now. They never give up on what they are doing and keep encouraging each other to do well. One more thing i love about them is all of their lyrics has a deep meaning which when u listen to it, you can feel it what they felt :) i once cried while listening to Whalien52 bcause the meaning are so so so deep like awhhh i wanna hug them and tell "you guys been doing great and you guys deserve all the love in this world" they are so humble yet talented in doing everything. they are so amazing just the way they are πŸ’œ
@vtaemochi At first, I liked them because of their looks *lol*. But then, I started to like their music and all. I'm one of those people who likes to search up lyrics and their translation, be it english songs, korean, japan etc. And I found that their lyrics are very inspirational and have so many motivational values. For example, i really like 'Spinebreaker'. It teaches me about not to burden my parents too much only to look like those rich kids. Second song, uhh.. is it 'Tomorrow'? I forgot the title (if I'm not mistaken, it's' Tomorrow'. sorry for forgetting the title πŸ˜…). This song teaches me about not to give up on our dreams. Hmm.. yeah, i guess i don't need to elaborate on that. There so much things that I learn from BTS while stanning. If I have to write all of it, I would make an encyclopedia. Haha, jk. But that one thing that really got me is their lyrics. You know how songs these day only talk about love and things like that? Well of course BTS does that too but not all of their song in their albums. You can fight me on this πŸ˜‚. I guess that is all. I have difficulties writing long essays and often got a B. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ Last but not least, thank you very much for this giveaway. I really appreciate it. Even though there's no guarantee I'm winning this, I want to thank you anyway. Thanks, fam. πŸ’žπŸ™†πŸ’ž
@Jeiaho7 They taught me that life is beautiful, i should enjoy life to the fullest because i only live once ,there should be no regrets nor hatreds. I'm still young, i should be free and do what ever i want. I should love more without hesitation and not against my will. They also taught me to treasure my family and friends because when im in darkness, there would nothing left but them. Through there music i learned all of these. Through there individual personalities i am inspired. I am sorry for my poor english coz im not good at it. It took me 40 mins to answer this. So pls consider. Thank you for ga. GODBLESS you and stay healthy.
@btsjiminiieee BTS have been my inspiration and role model in life. They have showed different values that not everyone can do or have. Like being humble and down to earth. BTS is known internationally. They won a lot of times because of their hardworks. But despite all of that they have been very humble and down to earth. And i think that is one thing that I have learned while stanning them, that we should be humble and down to earth despite all of our achievements. I also learned that we should not give up in everything we do. BTS is popular for their jaw dropping choreography and synchronization but before they achieve that jaw dropping performance they have been through a lot of hardships. Hardships that helped them to become what they are right now. With this values that they have right now I think I stan the right group and I will never ever regret stanning them πŸ’—
@kookiexxtaetae They taught me that try and try until you succeed
@pavithrapurity To believe in yourself and work hard towards your goal no matter what might come in our way.
@btshawt I was a really shy girl back then i legit had no confidence to talk in public or strangers but then after i became an army i dont even know how but i start to act like them and i start to have confidence with myself. I think the lyrics in namjoon's song "reflection" really defines me. Bighit wasnt a big company but bts they never give up and now they are very successful they taught me how to not give up and that you will reach your goals in life if you keep on trying. They also taught me to not be sad, with everything they had given to army the content of their songs and videos they make me happy.
@PuthivoleakH BTS, the boys mean soooooo much to me, you have no idea. It's been 3 years since the day that have changed my life forever 😍. The first song I've listened was No more dream, when i firstsaw them performed, I thought that they were pretty cool and cute at the same time 🀣 then I really Get into them with War of Hormone. Wow it was so cool! And when they had their First win with I NEED YOU and god bless the MV of I need you and Run. I've been with them since they were nobodies and seeing then conquering the US and the world now really makes me proud and i believe that stanning them is one of the best decision I've ever made. I've seen them gone through all the hardships, struggling with their career, but they never gave up. Even when their family didn't approve of their dreams, they still kept going, doing what they love and fullfilling the dreams when everyone around them, the haters and family, told them that they won't make it. They proved them wrong by practicing so hard every single day. They showed me that nothing is impossible, as long as you work your ass off and keep on running toward it. I've been struggling with depression since i was 14, I am 16 now, and the only thing that helped keep my mind of it is their music. They are my live saver. I dont have that many friends, even a best friend, so I've never reallyhave anyone ti tell my story to. The depression hit me so hard that I've think of suicide but they saved me from it and i am eternal grateful. Their songs are all about youth's suffering, their struggles, the hardships and they are telling us that everything is gonna be fine, that it will get better, that they will be there for us. Their works are not just songs, they are telling us a story and we all are connected. They truly are talented, all 7 of them in their own ways amd I am so happy that their music, their stories, their voices are being heard all over the world.
@gabby_army BTS has taught me that not matter what, is best to follow my dreams and goals in life. That if I work hard to accomplish something then there will be good results. That in the society in which we live is full of stereotypes. That there will always be people that will tell you that you will not be able to meet your goals. That "You never walk alone"; There will be always someone who will be with you no matter what. And finally, but not least, to love my self by who I'm, cuz if I do not love me then, who is going to do so? PS: There are more things but if I keep writing this would be to loooong :'v
@Emily110101 I've learn a lot from them. Our eomma Jin taught me how to be confident on my appearance. Our hottest leader namjoon taught me how to speak up for myself. Our sunshine hoseok taught me how to be happy and always look to the positive side. Our suga aka agust d taught me how to care for other people. Our mochi jiminie taught me how not to please other people as they like, as some of the fans just like him because of his abs. Our cutie tae tae taught me how to appreciate other people. And lastly our golden maknae jungkookie taught me that friends can be our family too.
@_rachellimm_ taught me that judging others doesn't make us a better person,same as dragging other ppl down doesn't make us reach a higher step.We should all be kind and accept others' flaws bcz no one in this world is perfect.We shouldn't hate others without a reason.Instead we should love and accept everyone around us. Words can touch someone's heart just like how namjoon touched my heart with his words.The way he think is way beyond beautiful.The world doesn't even deserve someone like him.He doesn't deserve that much of hate.Ppl really should appreciate him instead of judging him or criticising him.He's beautiful in his own way.
@baby_zerry Precious thing that BTS taught me is about life. Their songs really give big impact and give me strength to me during my downfall. (Especially Save ME song) BTS is the first group to me give songs that can relate with our real life. Furthermore, ARMYs are the awesome fandom that I know.
@ilybantan BTS have been supporting us since debut and they have taught me to be bulletproof through everything such as haters or what not. Strong Power Thank YouπŸ’—
@_sarangtaeyo They infires me to do better in life. They taught me that patience is virtue and that we have to do our best despite the outcome. They are the living proof of the saying 'nothing worth comes easy'. And that's why i love them. πŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œ
@taehyungdaisy BTS taught me how to be more expressive in things through singing, dancing, performing in general. They taught me how to appreciate things even in the smallest form. They taught me how to open my eyes and see the world within and what's totally going on around us which was expressed in their music.
@catjimin96 They thought me to live happily and keep doing what I love. They really inspire me to work hard to achieve my dreams. They're my inspiration too! (Top 1 in class hohoho)
@ToneeSaeng BTS taught me to be real. No pretention. That I'm not born to please others so i should show who really I Am. BTS also taught me that no matter where you came from, as long as you're hardworking and patient, you can reach your goals and dreams in life πŸ’•
@AkosiAliyang They taught me how to care for each other and never give up even though there are many people that don't like you or hate you and just believe in your self and never give up!
@bihunisShook Their friendship I really adore it
@__blueshine BTS taught me a lot of things, they taught me the true meaning of friendship, to love family, to work hard to get what we want, and the most important they taught me to love myself ❤
@_joey99_ BTS taught me that attitude and passion makes ones to go even more further on their path. They never give up on their music and career to gave armys more and more good songs. Although starting there are many ppl didn't look good forward bts's song and etc to their future, they came from small company but they didn't give up easily and their name were known worldwide now. Many ppl would say that they are not that good or whatever they are korean but i think their hardwork has been seen by us. Their song are really sick. The company are moving to bigger and bigger office now bc of bts. They inspire me to not give up easily for what you have chosen to do. Keep on the path till the end you will finally found smth remarkable as results. They are really smth to me. Last, i wanna say ARMY represents the best fandom in the world im happy and proud to be in this fandom. Thankiu for ur ga too~^^
@jiminfleur they inspire me in every way which is they show how stronger their friendships and extremely care each other. they also made me learn how to appreciate things around me and give me a lot of confidence, motivate me to be better than before. im really thankful for their existence has made me have a better life in the future :")
@NinieySharlleys to keep on dreaming :)
@iatejiminsjams1 They taught me how to dream bigger. Even though their parents are against it, many people are looking down on them and doesn't believe that they can make it to the top. They taught me to believe in my self no matter what. And they to taught me how to love seven lovely men. Oops! I just learned it, they didn't taught me to love them >_<
@amiradevant This is tough. I'm an old Kpop fan... I would say: dancing. I've never had the real urge to learn the choreo from a boy group before until I watched bts. I also broke a lamp and almost a leg trying to dance I need you. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ™ˆ
@Guktigger My bias is taehyung but i love all of them whereby whenever one of them got injured or sick i will cry as they in a bad condition lol. Bangtan taught me many thing but i really inspired and admire namjoon cause he never giving up on anything on music in rapping and even his fans. And the youth that he bring up make my youth feel more meaningful it like im happy with all things and wise word he use. It like my beautiful moment in life when i discover them and take their success as a inspirasi untuk jadi manusia yang lagi baik to parent, friends and society πŸ˜‰
@lyanaarahman Because BTS has taught me to not give up in my life . Their words have inspired me to do well in my life.
@ixzahhhhh Ithey taught me to be humble person and theu inspire me with what challenges and trials in life.
@jimindoodles they taught me how to be such a positive person and never give up no matter what happen :))))
@ninaahanis They taught me that no matter how hard the obstacles is, as long as I persevere, dont give up and work harder.. I can reach all the goals I've set :D Seeing their journey from the beginning really inspired me everyday
@Romikestaeh i have learned so many thing with them such as i can dance well haha, they taught me about a hardwork, look they debut not in a big entertainment but hardwork with all their teamwork, and the achivement u can see now right. teamwork made ur dream work yea. also i loves to hear when they are sharing sharing their story life on speech 😭 sorry my bad english... so glad that i stan talent artist 😊
@bblychim To share and be happy with the simple things😊Seeing their smile when someone gave them gift or even streaming their vids and more. Then saying thank you and I love you to the people who always their for you and supporting you❤️NEVER GIVE UPπŸ™If you have dreams you wanted to fullfill just dont give up. Like our dearest boys even if they are tired they always never gave up because they wanted that and theyre doing that for their fam(their family and ARMYS). Even if theres a problem just SMILE😊Hwaiting! Bangtan taught me the half of my characteristics nowπŸ’“They are really a good influeance to meπŸ˜€They are my inspiration also😊❤️Actually because of them I'm top 2 in our class. Thank you bangtan to allπŸ’“❤️
@superLuckyDucky I have once thought of giving up because studies become harder. But, yeah, they just inspired me in many aspects of life especially for not giving up. I do like Jimin a little tiny much than others because he inspired me a little tiny more. BUT THE OTHERS ARE too! So, here I'm stating, If I win this, I'm good if you gave me the pc of any of them 😁 they are all my bias wrecker anyways! Thanks!
@chiakikaede They taught me to enjoy the little things in life and how to love my life
@jungkooksbab BTS taught me that "even when I fall and start hurting, I [shouldn't] give up running toward my dream" ("Young Forever"). They gave my life color and meaning, inspired me, and gave me strength and courage to pursue my dreams of becoming a singer when I had already fallen and given up.​ BTS taught me to be my weird self and not care about what others think, that I shouldn't hesitate to "live [my] life the way I want; it's [my] life anyways," and that sometimes, I shouldn't stress about things - "don't try so hard, it's okay to lose" - and just live happily ("Fire").
@adibah_sweet23 Being extra πŸ˜‚
@sugaxpale Not to give up on your dream
@bantanite_7 BTS has taught me that it really doesn't matter what people thought or see of us, we just need to be more confident and believe in ourselves. I was a really shy person and only spoke out to my bestfriends, I'm an awkward person too and I don't really like to talk with people cause I'm scared that they would think low of me.As for me, I'm trying to believe in myself for now^^. Besides, they also taught me that we must treasure our times with our beloved cause we aren't gonna be young forever. And they also taught me that..being hopeful is not an useless thing. Like, I'm always not believe in myself,in what I'm capable of as I'm easily feels down about people thinking/see me. That's makes me feels hopeless and there's nothing else I can do except to just let it go. But after I know BTS, I've been more happier and have many hopeful wish/feelings about my future-unfortunately, my family aren't that very supportive about me loving kpop. To sum it ups, that's exactly why bts has gave me hope and makes me have faith in myself.
@multifndxm5767 Not to feel outcasted just because your thinking and believe and the way u look at life isn't typical
@MraMarinas They're my inspiration, my source of strength in pursuing my dreams. I've been an avid supporter since day one, and seeing them grow also feels like a proud mom saying with watery eyes, "That's my boys". I've been feeling so down lately for some certain reason and listening to their songs makes me feel hyped and all. They taught me how to live my own life and to do my best on whatever my heart desires because at one point of someday, I know, I will be someone I wished I would be (RM). Living in this cruel world is not as easy as I thought. There's no such thing as 'happily ever after' as problems will soon surface and we need to be strong and still in order to surpass those hurdles. Hardwork makes the dream work. I can say that, I stan the right group. I will support them until my Blood stops rushing in my veins, Sweat stops escaping on my body, & Tears get tired of rolling on my face. I have no regrets on stanning BANGTAN SONYEONDAN, and will never have.
@taekachuuu I think knowing BTS is THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MOMENT IN MY LIFE πŸ’œ seriously. There are so many reasons to stan them πŸ’œ BTS taught me that doing your best in everything you do has the best result. Like in their music, they've been always working hard and now been recognize worldwide and even got a Daesang πŸ’œ I'm really proud of my boys. They also taught me to fight for your dreams. There is always been a right time to reach them. Like V, his parents are against to him becoming an Idol but now his parents are so proud of him πŸ’œ. These are some of the lessons in life they taught me. BTS is just different to others. I really love them and so proud to be a part of an ARMY πŸ’œπŸ’œ
@aqilasamat they taught me about life,never give up to achieve my dream through their songs and lyrics. Its makes me so emotional when i heard their songπŸ’•
@eikadilah urm one thing that they thought me is: u don't get number one on the very first day. kejayaan takkan datang begitu shj. It sounds like those cheesy motivation words but it is the truth. Second: be happy πŸ™‚
@nurulasyilah Their song make me think about myself too
@monssta_x Work hard to get something meaningful
@lilyfarhah BTS Taught me to stay humble and be strong. They are my inspiration everytime I have a problem. They give me strength by listening to there music.
@mellyaningtyas To never give up, a lot of things happened to them but they're always together like a family and they never give up as their fans
@nomjooon They taught me to love myself and pursue my dreams
@amysieww Dari mereka aku belajar buat ngeraih mimpi, berbuat baik sama temen, dan ngejar cita-cita. Mereka aja bisa ngewujudin mimpi mereka kenapa aku engga?
@LxPeekaboo bangtan taught me the importance of giving myself a break when needed and not to overexert myself just to please other people. and also to appreciate the people around me and those i love. AND THAT I REALLY LOVE BANGTAN.
@tangbeavergara They have taught me to look beyond what's in front of me and when life gets tough, remember that we never walk alone, BTS and their music will be there for me, their music will console me. Never to give up hope, and to dream that one day I will fly with beautiful wings, like them.
@jiminieyoko They taught me how to be open to people because I'm really shy so I'm really grateful about that
@Mrskoreancat Stanning BTS taught me not to be afraid to do new things. They taught me not to give up on the things I want to do, that no matter how many times I fall I should always stand up and face life with a brave soul. They taught me that I should always use my 100% in everything that I do. They are my inspiration in terms of hardwork and dedication. And most of all they taught me to accept myself and be a better person that I can be.
@AnnHoneybee997 they thaught me how to believe in myself how to work so hard to achieve my dreams and how to be crazy and cool despite everything they thaught me how to live!
@bambamslaugh HeyyyyπŸ’œ OMG first thank you from the bottom of my heart for this😭😍 i'm not funny or deep...πŸ˜…but Hey let me try✌πŸ’œ okayyyy...First. BTS is literally my life. They came when I most needed them. They gave me a hand to support me when I most needed it. They taught me that you should always help people, even if it seem like you can't do anything, you actually can. It's the little things in life that's matterπŸ’œ and you are stronger than you thinkπŸ’œ music can take me to another world. It can make me feel my emotions better or help me express my feelings. I think that music is magic. If you use the right kind of magic, it will make wonders to you and that amazes me. BTS is my magic ❄ BTS taught me that I should not be afraid to get close to people. I have never met my grandfathers...but my grandmothers have always been there πŸ’œ after they died one after the other it kind of destroyed me...after that I didn't like to get tooo close to people. I didn't want my happiness to depend on anyone. Because sometimes people would maybe leave me and take my happiness with them. But BTS came into my life and heartπŸ’œ They became my bulletproof wall against negativity πŸ’• they became my Pink bubble that I escape to when the world isn't so bright 🌞 it's not that I can't face reality now, but BTS just makes it less scary. They taught me that no matter how sad life gets...it will always get Better. I will always have a hole in my heart. But they helped. They gave me a hand and i'm so glad i got that supportπŸ’œ Damn where would i be without them? πŸ’œ Please don't think i'm a dark and sad person! Because i'm notπŸ’• i'm actually a really positive person 😊 But the world is not always so bright and even I get some " dark " thoughts. I'm not ready to get older. But BTS taught me that I should not be afraid and that they will always be there πŸ’œ they taught me that EVERYONE gets that feeling...Even THEM! And that just really helped a lot. That's always why I loveee their music so so much. They know how it is. I'm a music person. Music is my passion. Music is my dream. Music runs through my veins.🌸 Music is all for me. Music is my first love. Music saved me. Music is what's keeping me alive. BTS's music is what I live for. πŸ’œ They taught me that angels are realπŸ˜‡ i believe they are my angels. Even though I can only see them through a screen, they make me smile. How can 7 people i have never met save my day?! I actually don't know...they are angels. They makes my life worth living πŸ’œ i love everything about them. their eyes, their nose, their lips, their smile, their personality, even their flaws πŸ’œ yoongi taught me that's it's okay not to be okay all the time. Namjoon taught me that dreams really come true. Chimchim taught me that I should love myself. Jin taught me that I should never let any body get me down. Tae taught me that it's okay to be special. Hobie taught me that no matter how down i'm there are always a reason to smile. Kookie...ohh kookie. He taught me that I should never! Give up. Because like he said life without passion is not a life. They taught what true love is. I always get carried away with their smileπŸ’œ*Start singing BTS's lost* i was lost before i found them. Finding BTS was like finding my way/place/homeπŸ’œ finding ARMY was like finding my family πŸ‘ͺ πŸ‘­ πŸ‘« πŸ’œ BTS taught me that BTS&ARMY is foreverπŸ’œ Tae taught me to love purple πŸ’œ "purple means we should always trust and love each other " ~ Kim Taehyung πŸ’œ Finding BTS was walking into a house and suddenly knowing you're home. They got me at first glance 🌟 they taught me to love. And I will love to my last breath πŸ’œ
@BlancLouisa Yes! BTS had taught me a lot of things actually. They are more than a kpop group for me. They are also our handsome BOYFRIENDS. Our BROTHERS. Our SUNSHINE. Somehow i feel that they just like my real brothers sometimes. And i also love them more than my real brothers sometimes (shhh plz dont tell anybody abt this πŸ˜…) Sebelum melencong ke hal lain, baik saya teruskan pd tugasan. Maafkan sy ats keterujaan ini. So, the thing that BTS taught me is how the real BROTHERSHIP means. I mean, BTS is known as a group that has a great teamwork and the well-sycronized dance. And the reason behind this is their BROTHERSHIP. Their brothership is most pure thing ever. Starting from not knowing who is who to i know who is who just by hearing the sigh (as jhope said and its still hillarious to me. RESPECT) They shared all the love for many years. They are so close than their own family. They been through all the bitter sweet moment together but they never showed us they fought. It must be bcuz they are full of positive vibes all the times. They also seeing each other growing up being a man. I really adore the 95z. And we, ARMY are the lucky ones bcuz we are able to see it eventhough just a little of it. They just taught me how the beauty of brothership and i truly envy of it. Anddd.. the words YOUTH (pyoh bebenor nk sebut haih) I learnt the meant of it through them. Just seeing them turn into a man throughout all these years makes me emotional (imma proud mom) They are truly a part of my beautiful moment in life and i'll never forget it. Once im your fan, forever i'll be. Thank you BTS for taught me abt the beauty of BROTHERSHIP. The FRIENDSHIP. The means of YOUTH. I really appreciate it. Thank you for letting me to get to know a fandom called ARMY and to know some of them that alike angel without wings. Last but not least, Thank you Kak Hana for allowing us to write this sort of this things. If it not for this GA i will never be able to let out my feelings bcuz im not good at it and nobody will read it too. Menang ke tak GA ni, sy tak kisah asal sy dpt luahkan apa yg selalu rasa. Sy just harap pemenang akn jaga baik2 album tu sbb susah nk dpt album tu. Im not in the level that can buy all their album and merchandise cuz im still young and i need save for my education. (Tak mau sedih2 ok). Fighting! μΊ‘μ§±! Peace~ ✌️❤️
@LydiaOktaviany they taught me to be to be happier
@jeongoku_ Team work makes the DreamWorks Never give up and fight for what you love
@slaykingpjm first,to be honest i really want to give up about my study. cause it kinda hard. seriously. Maunya have fun,main main tapi disatu sisi mau sukses. BUT its impossible right. so saya tau BTS yg dulu cuma boyband boyband biasa yg saya pikir bakal menghilang kaya grup grup lain(jaman No more dream). TAPI saya mulai ngikutin lagi sejak i need you-dope-run dan itu bukan hal yg mudah. dari stage kecil sampe Stadium besar. dari throphy kecil sampe Daesang. saya aktif liat practice,behind the scene,perform SEMUA butuh Proses dan KERJA KERAS. semua ga dateng dengan sendirinya. memang grup lain juga begitu. but saya liat ada ketulusan disitu. dan semua proses dinikmati. Kalau dibawa susah ya pasti SUSAH. "Hard work doesnt necessarily guarantee success,but NO success possible,without hard work" . so i push my self sambil tetap ngikutin bangtan ofc😁. cause their music is something. kkaepjang.sorry for this lebay pharagraphs but thats what happen on me.

thank you for joining my GA and be my mutuals all these time <3

may your dreams come true as bangtan said "dreams, hopes, keep going, move forward"
may your friendship with your friends bloom like bangtan has
may your life bring happiness and success in chong jojun balsa way ^^
may you being you, always
may God bless you :)

Saturday, 11 March 2017

#sopefulday

"Appreciate your parents"

When i first saw the event on btsforcharity twitter page, i liked and RT then minutes later filled the form to register as volunteer.
After few days, i rethink bout my decision. Am i ready to show myself in public as a fangirl?
Due to circumstances, i need to stay with my mom instead so i emailed them to cancel my registration.

But 3 days before the event, my sister said she could stay with my mom and let me to join the event. But to be honest, no one knows the event is actually BTS related...not my usually religious programme. Or else, they might not let me go or at least give me some kind of look.

So at the end, i joined the event. And it's not that bad. No matter how crazy fangirls we are in kpop stan twitter, malaysian girls in real life are well-behaved and all lady-like lol ^^

I was the second volunteer to arrive and the admins asked us to go inside first to talk with the elders. First i met Makcik Azizah, we had a little of introduction then i moved to the next room and met Makcik Hazan(?) she's a nice person to talk to but since she had a stroke on half of her body so she has difficulty to speak what's her mind want to. Still, it's nice to talk with her.

Then the admins called us to gather as most of the volunteers already arrived and we had short welcoming speech by the admins and the owner of the place, Kak Linda. A bit of do and don't which basically i have listened to since this was my second time here. I went there on November last year with my kids.
We took a group photo after that then proceeded with the activities according to the groups. One group (me included) went inside to talk with the elders, another group cleaned the place while the admins did the mural. It was around 11am when we started the activities so we got 30 minutes before the their lunch time.

I went inside again and this time met Makcik Asma who i talked the most with for the rest of the day. We basically listened to her stories from her birthplace, workplace, how she worked as technician started from zero, learning from her employer at pkns shah alam, how she met her company's partner from Japan and German, how she learnt those languages, her english is good too, also how her family background consisted of royal family in Negeri Sembilan when her grandmother's sister married to the prince, how she went inside the palace when she was young. Mind you i'm not a good listener but actually listened to her attentively cause she is a good story-teller. She gave a lot of good advices as well.

(This translated to English but her advices related to either chasing our dreams as well as be a nice person)
"Always believe in yourselves and grab the chance to have a better life"
"You're a great daughter, may God bless you and give u a better future"
"Read surah yusuf and yunus...yusuf so u gain tranquility and yunus so u be loved by many"

I was talking with her while accompany by another person, the one who came first before me but didnt get to know her yet. Later we went outside to have our lunch. So i started talking to her, Aisyah which i found out that she is a year older than me. I thought i was the oldest so we were like highfived each other to be around the same age cause the others are 16~24 years old. We got along pretty well by then. A guy suddenly started talking with us, asking where are we from. He thought we were from the same school/university and i was like "we never know each other, internet brings us together" in fact BTS is but he would not understand haha. I even showed him the banner of the organizer BTSforCharity but again, BTS makes no sense to him. Then he started to talk bout his wife's uncle who they decided to send to the house.

Sending parents to elderly homes is a taboo here in Malaysia because most of the cases people do that since they cannot take care of their parents or worse dun even want to, like totally decide to abandon their own parents. One of the don't is asking the elders how they ended up being in that house unless they themselves want to talk bout that. Makcik Asma' didnt mention how she came into the house so we didnt ask. But this guy talked to us, how badly his wife's uncle being swindled by his stepson where the stepson sold his house and never give anything back to him and let alone leave him. So ended up the guy need to take care of him but he said how long he should be the one to do that. He's a nice guy with kopiah on his head and talked nicely too but i know deep inside, he was also, cannot bare taking care of someone especially not his own blood. So later they left.

The uncle cannot stay still more than 10 minutes and keep wanting to get out of the house. We managed to bring him few times but somehow he still wanted to go out, one of the worker tried to stop him but he got himself a stone so the worker backed off. He walked straight to the main road. I didn't follow or did anything. At last they managed to bring him again but later he was crying badly on the sofa. Honestly, it was devastated thinking bout the situation. But there's no one to be directly blamed at.
Even myself, taking care of my own mother take a lot of patience, it scares me. As the children we somehow get ourselves busy especially when we get our own family that we ignored the parents. We forget that the parents are the one who taking care of us when we were little, of course they struggled but not like we were abandoned from the family.

That's why in the Holy Quran itself, there are many verses talking bout how children should behave around parents while only once stated bout how parents should treat their kids. Because afterall it is natural (fitrah) for parents to love and take care of their children but it is hard for kids to appreciate and love their parents as the same except those events of throwing away offsprings because of sex outside marriage.

So moving on, it was zuhur time. I took ablution in the toilet outside then went into the prayer room but too late for jamaah prayer with the uncles. We prayed jamaah among ourselves. I went out after that for awhile and came back inside to see Aisyah with the others sitting in a circle so i joined in while asking are we having usrah now? And one of the girls said i supposed to be the naqibah and the topic is BTS. I snorted.

We were asked to accompany the elders again and so i continued talking with Makcik Asma' but soon enough it was already 2.30pm and we need to write a letter for the elders. Ofc i wrote for Makcik Asma' since i talked to her the whole time. We sent the letters personally to the one we wrote on and gathered again for the last time. A short closing speech and quick ice breaking between the admins and the volunteers. I managed to exchange numbers with Aisyah. We also got a token of appreciation, a collection of photocards of our beloved BTS ofc and super ring :p
We then took another group photo in front the finished piece of the mural. The mural's so pretty ♡ we said farewell to each other and i went back home.

Will this be the last time i join this kind of event? Most probably not. It is for a great cause and meeting fellow armys while talking bout life (not just who's ur bias and all) is pretty decent and nice feeling to experience.

So i would like to shout a big thank you for BTSforcharity and their co-partners for the event; JhopeMALAYSIA_ and MinSuga_MY
Thank you for a great event and see you again :)

Monday, 6 March 2017

7.5.3

After 7 years, 5 or 3 years...what's good you've done in your life?

June 2010
Around that time, Namjoon and Yoongi became bighit trainees out of their underground rapper scene. As those earliest members of BTS they held the responsibility to shape their group. They were immature but they held big dreams. They hv each other and they succeed now more or less...

"Bella tak pernah sedih ke?"
Suddenly a sister asked me that question after maghrib prayer. she said i always look happy go lucky. well,i'm not surprised. she is not the first person to say that. because i always put a smile on my face and always love to make people laugh at my lousy jokes which make me happy either i was happy or not at that moment. i just dun like to show the weak side of me although they are some friends already see that pathetic side of mine. the sister asked how i would cry at the down moments and i said i used to cry alone whenever i wanted to. and she replied, she's there with me whenever i feel bad and need someone to talk with :') thanks sis...

[100626 9:10PM]

I wrote this on my personal blog
It was my first winter in Australia
I went to visit many places during that one month break, one place that I hold dearly in my heart was Melbourne
Because I found myself there
I met people who made me closer to God
Learnt more bout my own faith
Something that I took for granted, just because I was born muslim but never try hard enough to understand more and be proud of being one
I was a happy kid and I missed that
I really do
Many things happened, seasons passed and I've changed
But for being there, in Australia during my early 20s, I was blessed and glad that I had the chance...and found myself.


December 2010

JHope was the next person into bighit, on 24th of December. Those three rappers became the spine of BTS. They were asked to make songs every other day. Yoongi thought they were going to debut as a trio rapper but he was wrong. He hated the fact he was wrong. But again, they become of what they are now because of those three managed to be together and hold so many responsibilities of ensuring they produce great songs and make better comebacks each time. For that, I wish they stay together forever...

"Jahiliyyah umpama chewing gum yang melekat di kasut. Tak selesa dan annoying. Menanggalkannya tak mudah dan ia juga meninggalkan kesan yang tak best"
i'm not holding the remote but i'm still sitting in front the tv so of course i ended up watching it as well..and it's not bout korea only..house,csi,bones,next top model,mtv,etc etc. itu semua jahiliyah. i know yet i still love them. again.

[101222 11:29PM]

I was a kpop fan since 2007
During my end of school holidays, my sister introduced DBSK to me by showing their japanese release mv 'doushite'
Until now that is my fav song of all time
Also she showed me Super Junior's movie 'Attack on the pin-up boys' and so suju was my ultimate bias group
Later i went to college and made my roomates to love kpop too then we made friends, there were 9 of us and we called ourselves snsd pfft
It was great moments though, between us
I used to befriend with everyone and dun really make into any group
But 9 of us like family, we made so many beautiful memories together although most of them were so childish and clingy and like bimbo girls we were
But again, we were just girls, and girls just wanna have fun, or so we thought...

I went to Australia one year early than the rest of us since I was in fast track class
It was sad, I missed them badly
But I made new friends
Who somehow changed the inner childish fangirl me into more matured and responsible with my actions
I've changed, to be a better person or so I thought...
But on December I went back home for summer holidays and I became my old self again, that fangirl me
With my sisters, it seemed like all my effort to shut kpop off my life miserably failed
I called them jahiliyah but i still watched them anywhere, even until now after a solid 10 years..kpop never leave me or it is me who never want to leave at the first place *sigh*


April 2011

In middle school, Jungkook went to Superstar K to audition but failed to pass the elimination round. On the way back home, he received offers from eight different entertainment agencies. But after randomly seeing and falling in love with Rap Monster’s rap, he decided to join Big Hit Entertainment. He joined bighit on 24th April 2011.

April Tragedy
We were in newcastle beach, having fun, taking pictures here and there
At first I was looking at my friends who were at the edge of the sea, on the coral reefs then I decided to join them
But suddenly big waves came upon us and pushed us on the reefs and mind u, the stones r sharp so we were bleeding badly
Luckily we were not drowning so we moved quickly off the reefs and back on the platform
We saved but my friends' handphone broke, mine is saved coz i put it in the bag...
My new crocs wasn't though, it went straight into the sea
satu yang begitu terkesan atas peristiwa tersebut..sy bersyukur teramat Allah belum tarik nyawa kami waktu itu sbb masa kejadian bukanlah kalimah syahadah yg disebut atau syurga yang terbayang tapi sy hanya melihat kasut yang terhanyut pergi,seorang sahabat terfikir pasal kunci kereta dalam poket begitu juga yang lain sibuk memikirkan gadget2 dalam beg masing2...
masyaAllah, di saat begitu kami masih melihat dunia...

[110503 5:26PM]

I had the worst autumn break ever
Since then, autumn is always be my worst season
Me and my friends had a roadtrip and I was a 2nd year senior back then, I brought my juniors on the trip but funny enough, those involved in the incident were all seniors
The juniors must had great shock that most of them never join our trip again
I made into 2nd year despite the ups and downs of being 1st year engineering student
But the road never get easier
So4more well now i remember 2cool4skool album, it was lit especially 2nd grade, i love that song;

Even if 1 year passes, we live in today
In the blink of an eye, I become a new 2nd grader

Back to my story...so being a 2nd grade was hard
The subjects become harder and more deep into engineering which I need to decide my major and somehow i dun like any of it but i just went through nonetheless
And being one year senior i need to cater the juniors and helped them with their new life as oversea students
And God knows, how many times i had misunderstanding and fought with my friends regarding lot of things
But again, I managed to pull through the messiest year ever and it matured me a lot
I became more concious of the things I want to do and the words i want to say
On the age of 21, at least I could call myself, became a real adult.


June 2011

Around mid 2011, Jin joined bighit followed by Taehyung. Although Jin was there at first as trainee to be an actor but somehow he became one of the BTS members. He was in as visual but Lord knows, how hardworking he is to become what he is now imma proud of that fact alone. And another visual Tae but with that deep voice of his, no wonder he was my bias wrecker. They made a 6-members of BTS since Jimin only came in almost one year later.

no matter how many time i remind myself that money is only for dunya, and Allah can take it away from me anytime He wants but still i can't stop myself for being sad...
especially when the money is gone for something that can be prevent of, something that i actually don't need to pay for..
like when i need to pay extra for using my blackberry at Malaysia bcoz of the international roaming where i thought there's no charge for that..
and when i need to pay for my previous internet bills just bcoz i dun email them to cancel their service..i though after our contract ends, so the service but it's not happen that way..unless i email them to cancel, they still charge me for internet that i never use for 4 months already! and this happened because i never look through my bank account to realise that they deduct my money every months. until now. i already emailed them so should be fine. as former student who taking accounting, i should be careful enough to see what's happened to my money, very should...

[110613 1:55PM]

Wow i laughed reading this post again
Since i am now having hard time to deal with money
I think even after 6 years, the same problem keep coming back huh
Oh, life...


May 2012

So Jimin was scouted into bighit and became the 7th member of BTS. Yeay finally OT7!! But their journey is so much more to go.
Same goes to me...

Just so know, i have an internal crisis. There are many but this is the biggest one.
Like my dad, we are easily get bored with something common.
We love changes.
And now is one of those time i want something different.
New environment, new place, new people.
Sorry, it's just me. You can blame on me.

[120503 12:10PM]

Gosh seriously, this is me on so many level
Well i wrote the post so yeah it is me
Even now i hv those internal crisis again
I quit my job to take care of my mom but on the other note, I just want to hv my time to rethink of my life journey
What i want to be in the future and spend the rest of life as that
Now after 2 months break I still unable to decypher myself and it hurts me to the core
I'm such a spoilt adult
Since I hv my mom to support me on daily basis but for how long I want to stay like this
Not able to be responsible adult who can take care of herself without other's help
I thought i was adult enough since I was able to live by my own abroad for 4 years but once I'm home, I am just a coach potato with big lazy ass im so done with myself *big sigh*


June 2013

Or to be exact, 130613 the legendary date of BTS official debut stage. The born of new kings of kpop years to come. And yeah, who I was during that time?
Mind u, i only became an army end of 2015 so BTS was out of my radar back then...

I've met the doctor again today, to get my blood test result.
I need to wait 30 minutes though before the doctor called me inside.
So the result is...."All perfect!"
Alhamdulillah. My glucose level is normal, my cholesterol is normal, my thyroid gland is normal, my blood cell all good :)
Comment by the doctor: we are all get tired at times. Maybe it's a combination of my study and me working as a cleaner. Need more exercise, drink more water, follow a schedule for meal. I'm doing fine.
Most importantly, tawakal to Allah as He's The One who gives good health to us :)

[130612 10:59AM]

I was taking a medical checkup that day. Since I need to extend my study for another semester cause I failed a subject on my 3rd year
Damn hard though, failed a subject and need to extend a semester!
Which cost extra $4k to pay!!!
I also had to change my major from environmental to chemical engineering
What the fish i hate engineering so bad but i was on my final year i had to complete or else i need to pay mara the whole half million ringgit
It was suppose to be my final semester so I had my fyp that semester which pretty damn the whole thing i did
And sure enough kpop was long gone i dun hv time for that during the whole 2013 which is the reason why BTS was out of my radar
It was a good thing to be busy though so i wont spend much time with useless things
Although it only stayed like that for a year


Nov 2013

BTS won their first award; New Artist of the Year at Melon Music Awards on the 14th of November that year

ni hari ketiga bekerja,
sapu dan vacuum lantai, susun meja kat restaurant turkey di south bank
restaurant halal tapi menghidangkan arak
malam minggu ada persembahan belly dancing
digantung ayat kursi tapi berbotol arak kat sebelah ayat tu. ironik.
pengaruh kamal artartuk, klau erdogan tgk mahu dia sedih..
2 minggu lagi start another job, cleaning in a house
status hati: kosong
haish..

[131114 5:37AM]

I was doing cleaning jobs to get extra pocket money since I need to extend my semester and while waiting my sponsorship to grant me extra semester loan i might starve so better prepare early
I worked in a restaurant, along with 3 houses all as cleaner
They paid well but it was so tiring
And my heart became empty day by day
I just want to graduate and leave this place
A place that I loved so much for bringing so many happiness and good memories yet I was so tired with my study i dun care anymore
And my doom days were coming on my way i dun even realize until it's too late...


Feb 2014

On 23rd February 2014, BTS was nominated for the trophy on Inkigayo for their song Boy in Luv. In fact it was their first time to be the nominees so they were thrilled and excited and nervous but ended up getting the third place
Yet they promised to give better performance and produce greater songs
And they kept their promise.

Travelog: Discovering Seoul
[140220 6:11PM]

I made a long post about my journey to korea. I went there for the first time on 21-27 January 2014 but only managed to write bout it a month later.
I spent almost my whole summer in Australia working as a cleaner but decided to go home for 3 weeks; 2 weeks in Malaysia, 1 week in Korea
I decided to go to Korea for a mission; to say goodbye to my kpop craze
Yes I went idle from kpop world for one year but after done with my fyp I keep wanting for more and it tires me so I thought maybe if I went there and see myself of the craziness of being a fangirl and just leave it there
So i thought
I made new friends while staying in seoul for a week and it was one of the best oversea trip i ever done
But i failed my mission terribly
Being there made me into kpop again, this time deeper i started to know about fandoms
I was an exol, even seeing a poster of them on the street of myeongdong made me so excited i should kms
I wasnt in twitter kpop stan yet so pretty much survive from all the ugliness on being in a rising fandom
Exo was pretty much on the top at that time, even until now they are still somewhere there but yeah everywhere i went was full of them
It was a great winter but again, i failed my mission and soon turned me into a solid fangirl i could never imagine before...


August 2014

On August 19, BTS released the music video for their comeback single "Danger" from their first full album, Dark & Wild, which sold over 109,098 copies.

24.07.14
merupakan tarikh graduasi bagi pelajar kejuruteraan di university of queensland
aku saat itu sedang mengemas buku-buku yang telah dibawa pulang for good di Malaysia.
hari itu. aku deactivate akaun muka buku buat sementara waktu.
"ada tak rasa menyesal tak pergi graduasi tu?" soal kakakku di suatu petang.
"taklah" aku jawab selamba. dalam hati, hanya Tuhan yang tahu.

[140804 8:51PM]

Afterall i managed to graduate with honours (not 1st class) but somehow i got the highest grade compared to my malaysian friends who graduate on the same day
But i never make it to the ceremony
So i feel you Jin, when u cant make it to yours
It was my fault though for buying wrong flight tickets back home and too expensive to change it
Hence i graduated but my bad, i never think of becoming an engineer
I never apply for engineering post except on JPA (government) site
Only a week after I went back for good, i got a call to be substitute english teacher
I guess teaching's okay for me
Over the years study engineering, somehow i build up a passion on teaching
Not because of my course, but due to tarbiah i experienced there

So i became a teacher
But only last for a month
I got culture shock and being around kids who dunno how to respect adults just because i'm too nice wasnt helping at all
Later i took part time job as an accountant in an NGO company
I worked there for 3 months before permenantly settled as a teacher in a private school, so i thought...


May 2015

On 5th May, BTS got their first win on music show for I Need U
2015, the year of HYYH era where BTS started climbing up the charts all over the world
Their fans were tripled the amount
Their first world tour: TRB was a success
They also come to Malaysia on 5th June
I was aware for their existance by now but not bother to look at them
My sisters showed me INU performance but they wearing short pants were not into my likings
Although i was slowly back into my fangirl self, i hv some faith of hating things like showing off ur aurat
Well ofc they r not muslims but for me looking at ppl aurat is a no-no so yeah that's me, an orthodox muslim in some areas πŸ˜₯

On the streets of Japan
[150504 1:05AM]

I made another long post of my oversea trip, this time to Japan
Before i became an army and spent money on BTS merchs, I was a travelling freak
With little money i saved, i would plan a trip, mostly overseas
I went to Korea again on August 2014 with my family, then Japan on May with my sister and later Europe on July the same year
So i guess i have a common thing with BTS for 2015 they had their world tour and same goes to me
Until i reached the point of life will not forever be beautiful and the sky will not forever be bright (hidup tidak selalunya indah, langit tak selalu cerah~)
Reality struck me, money depleted
Loans to be paid
Travelling overseas r too expensive especially with current RM currency which keeps on falling
So i stopped
And i was preparing for my wedding after got engaged on August which later fall apart


Dec 2015

BTS comeback on 30rd November with HYYH pt 2 and gained more fans and received more awards and here comes me, crawling into the fandom, ARMY.

An anxious mother, a denial daughter
When it is near, and something goes off
I can see that things would not be the same
The emotions, the feelings that involved
And mom becomes anxious
Trying to fix things
While the daughter is having fangirl-addiction
Trying to move on but yet failed
Miserably

When be asked, "why BTS?"
Simply answered,"just because"
Maybe she missed the youth they were promoting
The old times break-the-rule feelings
To have friends to hang out with
To not feeling guilty of the things she didnt know

Hey.
Move on.
She is an adult now,
But acting like a kid.
Move. On.
Nevermind.

"I only look forward and run
Without having time to look around
Without me noticing I have become the pride of my family
And I have succeeded to some extent
The time we call puberty
I think of it suddenly
At that time I was young
And had nothing to fear
A few times defeated isn’t much
If there’s anything that’s different it’s my height
And also being a bit more mature for my age
...
No matter what anyone said
I only lived how I wanted, guided by only my beliefs
In your eyes, how do you think I’m doing right now
How do you think I am
...
Like I always said hundreds of time every day, “Never mind me”
I can have a taste of failure and frustration and bow my head
We are still young and immature, don’t even worry about it
Moss surely grows on a stone that doesn’t roll
If you can’t return, go straight through your mistakes and forget them all
NEVER MIND it’s not easy but engrave it onto your chest
If you feel like you’re going to crash then accelerate more,
Come on
NEVER MIND NEVER MIND
No matter how thorny the road is, run
NEVER MIND NEVER MIND
There are lots of things in the world that you can’t help
You better
NEVER MIND NEVER MIND
...
NEVER MIND"

[151208 9:19PM]

It was the lowest moment of my life
Which contradict with BTS promoting 'The Most Beautiful Moments in Life'
So i guess that's why i hooked immediately with them since they were my dream of having something i don't
My engagement broke, 2 months before the wedding, the event itself was not too devastated
We broke off in a good manner and procedure but the aftermath was devastated
I joined kpop twitter stan and became army
All through 2016 only meant something to me watching BTS performed, won awards, various events of them
My own life events were nothing but a passing wind
I remembered dates because of BTS schedules
I spent 1k for their merchs within 3 months to complete my collection from their 1st album until recent albums
Luckily i dun feel like buying those NOW, summer packages, season greeting and other merchs or else i would spend enough to bring me for umrah
I fall in love with their musics so the albums r all i need
Many times within the year i feel like this is enough, stob it
Uninstall twitter app but few days later reinstall it wont help at all
I started to know more armys and it was fun to know more people and engage with them
Until i realized i'm too old for this
Everyday with new dramas within fandom and between fandoms
But i stay anywhere

Now, it is 2017
And it's already march
You can list all the achievements of BTS throughout the years
It's overwhelmed
They got their first daesang, followed by their second and third and forth...
Then list my achievement, and you got nothing

***

This is a story of me, align with the successful journey of BTS
And it shows how wrecked i am
As their fan, i feel ashamed
#makenamjoonproud is so hard for me to achieve
Like they are 2-7 years younger than me but they made their company into a billionaire company

So to my dear self and beloved readers,
Let's work hard
To achieve something in our life that we can be proud of
I'm still searching it myself but life's a journey
Keep walking, keep working on our dreams
You never walk alone.