Tae

I'm glad he's happy today.
Cause God knows how bad i cried last night scrolling through my timeline
Listening to live streaming from army inside the venue made it worse, listened to their crying with him.

Even now, as i am writing this, and like perfect timing Hold me Tight is on my playlist gosh Tae's song.

3rd sept as they performed on show champion stage in manila, he got the bad news..
He looked tired and out of character the entire september.
Armys were anxious, antis just throw the in the flame *sigh*
Little we knew the true...

Can you trust me?

For BTS to reveal their true characters, even telling their personal secrets, i am touched.
They trust us to hold together their pain, their hardship, their blood sweat and tears...

I am glad I am a part of their success..
Even though i was late of being an army, I would be here forever :)

With proud I am going to say, "I'm an army, I am BTS fan"

Fighting Tae. You are strong. I'm glad you have 6 boys to support you all the way and of course you have us all armys ready to protect you whenever wherever. Forever 😘



Ps. I have my little BTS space now that I wish to fill more 😊

Hold me tight

I empty my drink but it gets filled with loneliness I should’ve just given in, why did I argue all the time? Even the trash bag thrown away on the street Makes a lonely sound in the wind All I did was color you in my white, blank paper But then I realized, it already became a finished picture You and I are like cell phones When we’re apart, you know we’ll be broken Only your scent completes me Hurry and hug me I can only see you I can only see you alone Look, I’m fair with everyone else but you Now I can’t live a day without you, please Hold me tight, hug me Can you trust me, can you trust me can you trust me Pull me in tight Hold me tight, hug me Can you trust me, can you trust me Please, please, please pull me in and hug me You still shine You’re still like a scented flower Now trust me, hold me once again So I can feel you, hold me Without you, I can’t breathe I’m nothing without you Open my closed heart, drench my heart So I can feel you, hold me Your arms, your warmth, your heart I want to see it all, I beg you This moment, even the warm flower scented wind Even the sky without a single cloud Everything feels cold and I’m even scared of the clear sky If you’re not here, I’m just a corpse, so how can I breathe? Your cold face tells me everything rather than words I can see a break up rising over me like a high tide I know it will soon be our last but I can’t let you go Don’t talk, don’t leave just quietly hold me girl Hold me tight, hug me Trust me, trust me, trust me Hold me tight, hug me Can you trust me, can you trust me Please, please, please pull me in and hug me

Cr. Colorcodedlyrics

I was looking at my mom now

She's sleeping soundly

I put my earphone and shuffle my playlist

Hold me tight is playing

And i am crying

She's having operation tomorrow

I wish i could hold her more into my heart

Even looking at her like this, i am thinking of them

The 7 boys who inspired me with lots of happening in my life

However here i am, where my mom needs me the most, my body is there helping her out but my mind is wandering away

Where's my priorities now?

Why am i like this??

I'm fair with everyone else but you

Hold me tight mom, so i can dearly holding you even more...

I'm sorry 😭

#AWAKE

I’m not being faithful
I’m trying to endure
The only thing I can do
Is this

I want to stay
I want to dream a little more
But still
It is time to leave

Yeah it’s my truth
It’s my truth
It’s probably covered in scars
But it’s my fate
It’s my fate
But I want to struggle

Maybe I, I can never fly
Like the flower petals over there
I can’t become like those with wings
Maybe I, I can’t touch the sky
But I want to stretch my arm
I want to run just a little bit more

I am just walking and walking in this darkness
Happy times asked me
If I am really okay
Oh no
I answered, no I am very frightened
But I tightly hold six flowers
And I’m only walking
Oh no

This concludes everything.
It is time to leave...