Dope

Due to current event: bangtan were being sick during their packed schedule since last year and yesterday Rapmon cannot make it to perform on epilogue stage in Beijing.

Armys are worried. 

Bighit is being blamed. 

BTS apologized. 

While me, here is my thought...

Come on in, this is your first time with BTS, right?

Ayo ladies and gentlemen

If you’re ready then scream out, yeah

Differently from other kids

In my style

In my my my style yeah-oh

Ah, dope dope dopea

We sweat in the practice room

Look, my dance is screaming out its answer

All braggarts and douchebags and whiners and losers

You have no interest in me cause

My hope is so dope haha

OK we’re head to toe

Everything is totally dope

Dope at working half the day

I live so dope in the studio

Even if my youth rots away

Even if it’s all gone, even if my running success goes away

If it’s denial, just deny

I’m originally too much

Everybody tries to follow me

Dope dope dope

The press and adults all say we have no will

Just denounce us all like the stocks, why

We’re killed before we even attempt, those guys

Enemy enemy enemy, why

Already we bow our heads and receive

Energy energy energy

Don’t give up

You know you not lonely

You and my dawn is prettier than the day

So can I get a little bit of

Hope yeah

Wake up the sleeping youth, go

I stay up all night to work, every day

While you’re playing in the club, yeah

Differently with the other kids

I don’t wanna say yes

I don’t wanna say yes

Try yelling all right

So your body lights up

All night all night

Cause we got fire fire

Higher higher

I gotta make it

I gotta make it

So dope!

This kind of thing is BTS style

Fies are whack, different than those

Every day is hustle life

I gotta make it fire baby

I gotta make it

I gotta make it

I’m kinda dope

Dope. It is the song that make their fans tripled in amount. 

Even the start of the song was calling for those latecomer fans like me. 

When i first time heard this song which i listened to when they were promoting RUN, I thought it was their debut song, introducing about themselves. 

Instead it was their diss song to those who condemned them of being what they are

Genuinely delivered their own thoughts of their own life, without prejudice

And they said it themselves, this is the life they chose to live in

Rotted in the studio, run for their dreams, wake up all night working instead of partying and playing like other kids their age. 

Now they are world class celebrities, acknowledge worldwide. 

On top of their fame. 

Having 9 concerts and more live performances within 2 months, it must be a hell of hard work of practices in between while still making musics for their next album. 

How crazy is that?

Now look at us, armys. 

What are we doing with our youth?

Are screaming over them, spending too much time in front of our gadgets, slamming on keyboard to comment and what not, worrying sick when some of them didnt post their selca, dying and dying again each time they post something, crying a bucket cause we are too broke to buy their albums or merchandises, blaming this person or that person for hurting the boys, so on and so forth; are those the things we did in our youth? 

Honestly, i did all of those but not too much. As international army, it is what we do best, the keyboard worriors. 

Yet it makes me ponder. 

They spent so much time working hard for us and yes, we show our appreciation by supporting them to success. 

But as a human, are we chasing our own success? 

Life but a useless cycle if all we do are having fun but nothing good comes out from that. 

While they live their dream to let the world listen to their music. 

We should live our dream too, whatever it is...

Make a world a better place. 

They worked so hard. Stop blaming. 

It is what they perceived for living up their dream. 

They are tired, cause they are humans too. 

But I am sure, they're never regret it. 

Those sweats, tears and pain to achieve their success. 

Dear Bangtan, dont apologize either. 

It's not your fault when your body fails to sync with your passion. 

You just need rest a bit and you'll be fine. 

You'll be stronger than ever cause what does not kill you will make you stronger. 

Please be safe and drink a lot and rest whenever possible and take care of your health. 

We, real armys will always support you through ups and downs. 

To armys, for some who make childish acts on social media by whatever bad means towards bighit or organizers or anyone, stop it. 

Look on ourselves, what have we done to make our life a better one. 

Are we hv the rights to accuse others while we are not even do anything but spend 24/7 on social media.

We are better than that. 

Let's work hand by hand. 

For a better future ☺️

[BTS fanfic] Love me, not (2)

I met BTS the night before during Music Bank as a bonus of winning the contest. 

There were 7 of us, the winners, we had so much fun with our bias group.

It was still like a dream though, it happened too fast, like I was living up my dream of meeting them all these while.

Then after personally met them, I love them even more. 

It was short but memorable night.

The recording for our journey was ended.

I had two more days in Korea before went back to my country.

I decided to go to Han river, by myself while the others went for a drink. 

Since I don't drink, I went for a walk along the river. 

It was during sunset, a very beautiful view to contemplate. 

Until I saw two beautiful men on bikes came towards me. 

The sun’s orange was mingling with the light blue colour of the sky and it produced a vast contrast of different colours. 

It was like watching a screen slowly changing colours. The scene was truly beautiful. 

The dull light of the sun with these two perfect men somehow illuminated everything in a way I had never seen them before. 

Everything was almost still and the effect of the light made the scene look like one in a painting. 

"Noona!!!!"

I was shocked and jumped to the sidewalk, lied down on the grass.

'Shrikkkkk' 

The bike's brake can be heard clearly. 

I was too stunned to even lift my head.

'What just happened?'

"Hana noona? R u okay?"

It was a familiar voice and of course I know who's talking since i was looking at them. 

I turned my body suddenly that I almost hit him with my knee. 

There was Taehyung with his worried face. And I saw Jungkook was parking his bike beside Tae's fallen bike. 

"Yeah I'm okay"

I put myself up. Tae stood back a little bit giving me some space. 

Now all three of us were laughing I don't really know why but I think that was the only way to express our absurbness. 

We had a small talk although we sounded like three aliens from two different planets talking to each other. 

But we worked it out, communication os all about give and receive the message in whatever possible means. 

Suddenly Tae asked, "want bike with me?"

It was obvious he was asking me to sit on the back seat of his bike. 

Without giving much thought, I agreed. 

Like in drama, a couple on the same bike. 

With the sky darkens with splash of yellowish sunset as the background. 

And the wind, it was very peaceful that all the awkwardness gone between us. 

...

Just before we said goodbye, Tae once again asked something,

"U want hangout...with me? Tomorrow?"

Who can say no to them? To him?

"Yeah sure. Where?"

"Meet me...hongdae station, 8pm tomorrow?"

Jungkook looked puzzle. I was feeling weird too but again, who can say no?

"Okay"

"Bye noona"

"Bye..."

..

.

V just asked me out, right?

[to be continued]


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