Not today

Because she was a fighter.

No not today
Some day, the flowers will wither
But no not today
But today’s not the day
No no not today
It’s too early to die
Too good day
No no not today

It turned out the cancer spreads to her whole body - blood, bones, ovary, pancreas, kidney, stomach, even there's blood clot in her heart.
But she was indeed a fighter.

My mom.
As a person she was a successful one in every aspect of her life.

She is a muslim, she prays 5 times a day, fasting during ramadhan even last year when she started to be sick she managed to fast for the whole month, she paid her zakah, she went to mecca for hajj once.
As a muslim, she's a good muslim, always spread goodness to others.

She is a daughter and sister, she took care of her dad well until his last breath, she paid for her sister's medication until my aunt died due to diabetes, she helped most of her nephews and nieces to get into nice colleges after highschool since she worked with MARA (education institute)
As a member of her family, she's a great daughter sister aunt for taking care everyone's need as much as she can.

She is a wife, she took very well care of my dad. Sometimes i feel my dad had been spoiled too much. But my mom once said, she wants to go to heaven and one of the way is being a good wife.
As a wife, she really did, being a great woman for my dad.

She is a mother, she raised 8 children with her hands, now all become decent human beings. Eventhough she's busy as career woman, she came to parent-teacher meeting everytime for each of her children. She took care of the household, only had maid once. She even fainted before when we were all kids. She raised us up, brought us to good schools and colleges, 3 out of 8 even able to study overseas - australia, indonesia, UK - because of her hardwork. Taught us how to pass interviews. When we were elementary school kids, she helped us with homeworks. I love to draw but i hate to colour vast area like sky and sea, so she would helped me to colour those, taught me how to colour properly without use too much energy. Over her years working, she saved her money, bought houses for her kids. She even hv so much more in her bank account to spend for her children's future.
As a mom, she is an awesome one, did the most for each of us. Sometimes how ungrateful we were to appreciate her hardwork.

She is a friend, to every person she met throughout her life. We moved a lot, everytime she made new friends, which she keep in touch with most of them. When she sick, her friends during highschools, college, university, workplaces came to visit her, all telling how good friend she was. She even made friend with random person she met. A woman she talked to while queing for toilet in rest area, an old lady she said hi in the bustop...
As a friend, she is an awesome friend.

She was a teacher. She taught math, physics and english once. She taught english for few years after graduated, just like me. Only when she was 35, she became mara educator, taught physics sometimes math, from MRSM beseri then mara college kulim, then mara college banting, later kktm bandar penawar then back to kmb before she stopped being a teacher as profession and became mara officer instead at mara main quorters in kuala lumpur. Before she resigned at the age of 58.
As a teacher, she was great kind hearted one. Always loved by so many. Her students called her ummi. I remembered as kid, i was jealous when so many called her ummi while she's my mom. How dare them >.<
When she sicks, all her students from different batches came visit one after another. The reason why i chose to stay as a teacher, as long as possible...

Watching over her, until her last breath, i want to thank God for letting me be her daughter. Someone who doing so great in her life. Thank you for sending us an angel in a form of a mother, taking care after us all this while. Thank you.

My mom passed away on 23rd April at 8.54PM Al-Fatihah...
Until we meet again mom, in heaven.

For every wishes and prayers, and kind words. Thank you ♡ may God bless all of you...

Final confession

I never know, being a kpop fan, could be this deep.

I'm "budak usrah"
Only those ever encounter being budak usrah would understand what i'm going to say in this paragraph.
Not just a mere member of usrah group, but i was a naqibah. The one who lead, who preach. If they know what i'm doing now or what i was doing all these time, they might hate me for sure.
But why i should scared of their judgement when i believe He knows. All these time, He watch over me, sinning.
Allah who The Most Forgiving yet I take it for granted. Feeling that i'll be forgiven when in fact most of the time i'm too scared to even ask for forgiveness knowing how much i keep myself sinning, again and again.
I stopped kpop for 3 years while being overseas cause i was busy, with study and religious programme.
But once I reached home for good, i wasnt becoming a better me.

As a casual fan, i met BTS.
And i never know, being a kpop fan, could be this deep.
I never into fandom before army, even i was just a soft stan and prevent myself from childish fanwar or drama within fandom as much as possible.
I'm, afterall, a grown up lady.
But after meeting few armys in real life, making friends out of mutuals even most of them are younger than me, makes me happy.
BTS too, they make me happy.

So why are u leaving twitter?
Because i keep on sinning.

Spending money on merchandise where I could use the money for better use.
Reading fanfiction, gay smut, once a big no-no for me but slowly i enjoyed it, which scares me the most.
Spending time on twitter most of the time which i could use that time to read more books like namjoon did, or memorize more verses of quran, or just anything other than this.
Thinking bout BTS and armys, even sometimes disturb my concentration while praying, is a big sin already.
To balance being a good muslim while on stan twitter, is a disaster. It never meant to be together.

Islam and jahiliyah are never meant to be together.

So i'm leaving, hoping for better days.
Hoping for a better me.

Sincerely,
An army, was.

**To those who actually take me as real friend, not just a twitter mutual, can keep in touch with me with my private acc @hana_zul26 but i may only follow u back with ur private acc as well, not kpop stan acc 😊

**And my final confession comes along with my final giveaway, for malaysians army only, for my final album that i have from my collection. So at least i can make another person happy. Read my other posts too. At least i can spread more good words to more people. At least that. I hope i could. Inspire. Myself.

Thank you. For everything.

Why BTS?

I made another giveaway, my last one before I deactivate my fan account on twitter
why leaving?
because i have other priorities; family and marriage(?)
twitter is the place i spent most of my online session in, for entertainment, to have some fun out of my real life...until i realized (maybe i knew from long time now but i just ignore most of the time) it is not fun anymore, i'm just sinning.

but with no regret, thank you, friends
for everything.

don't cry because it's over but smile because it happened :)

"What BTS has taught you?"

@JobelleLee Bts have taught me to be me. They have showed me the beauty of trusting thyself. They have showed me that i don't have to be what the society wants me to be. I just have to be myself, that's the beauty within it.

@amnizz_ Teamwork make the dreamwork

@JXEXEX123 While stanning them,I'm striving to reach my goal

@miss08026 BTS gave me hope and taught me so many things in life. All their lyrics are such an inspiration and their lyrics are really near to our heart and daily life. This make me think that yup i stan the right group. Not just their looks but their lyrics, attitude and music that change our perception. They are truly a musician that touches many hearts. I love them so much. Eventhough they are at peak right now and maybe one day their popularity might be gone, i want to cherish all this moment as they are my Most Beautiful Moment in Life ❤

@jiminieGuin BTS is something else. All of them have dark past worse than mine perhaps but that didnt stop them from growing :) As long they are always together comes hell or high water 😁

@MINMINri They taught me that it doesn't matter what people may say with whatever I do. As long as I'm not hurting anyone in the process, I don't need to give them attention. They also taught me that to achieve something I want, I should not stop working hard for it. In addition, they taught me to accept my mistakes, apologize for it, learn through it, and not repeat the same mistake I did. In short, they taught me to be a better person.

@iha_army When i watch their inu mv. This mv have meaningful mv. Cause they talk about society. After that i search more about them and stannning them untill now

@SecretCode09 I learned how to love myself more because I used to hate my own self, like, I don't like my face, I think I'm ugly, fat & etc. But now I learned to accept me as a whole. This is what god has created me so I had to accept just the way I am (Reflection). I learned to not be a spine breaker of my parents and be grateful for what they have given to me (Spine Breaker). I learned of not to giving up (No More Dream, Tomorrow, The Stars). And most important, 'Teamwork makes the dream works' (BTS Tagline).

@minggeu BTS taught me that teamwork, trust and the will to not give up can really change one's life. Follow my dream and don't look back. Strive to improve and stay humble.

@Amirah_fathini Their respect n love each other and also to their army even sometime they being savage for each other they still know how to respect each other.. N i also love how they compliment n comfort each other..their song also infires me a lot ...😹

@khiphop_fan I learn how to love my self more and how to live my life lively. Because youth will never come back.

@taebwiyomi They teaches me untuk sentiasa berusaha untuk achieve something yang kita telah inginkan eventhough there are a lot of haters out there yang sering menjatuhkan diri kita. They also teach me the spirit of teamwork. As we know that, they always do their teamwork to achieve something, i mean, if we want to achieve something, we need the teamwork because kalau tiada teamwork you dreams arent going to be. I really respect them because all of their efforts they have done. They're the definition of "starting from the bottom now we are here."

@whathuricanne Bangtan had taught me a lot u.u from friendship, family, brother hood, growing up, steeling my heart to achieve something. They were there for me when i was struggling with spm, taught me not to give up. They taught me to be down to earth even when i succeed. There are so much thing that they taught me that it doesnt come out now, the list is just ongoing. Taught me that i can have fun while achieving smth, that if u put ur heart in it, everything will come out okay, taught me how to love, change me to a better person. I love them so so much 😭

@sarah_y97 If we never give up and keep doing our best, surely we'll be able to fly high😊

@kim_xandria BTS taught me a lot of things. First of all, while stanning them, they changed the way I am living right now, I forgot about being depressed, being down, feeling alone, what they taught me is that life is so beautiful to feel that way, that there's always hope ( look at their smiles, especially J-hope's, it gives you hope ). Second, BTS taught me how to be patient, of course whenever they release new songs, we need to patiently wait for them. And lastly, love can conquer all, what they taught me is that even if we're in different fandom we should love each other, not having fights or wars, for me, I think the boys wants us all to be united, even if we're in different fandoms.

@eunkook02 BTS taught me that there's no imposible to achieve all your dream if you workhard for it. I stan them because I admire them on how hardworking they are. They showed to us that if they can do it, we can also do it. They inspired many youth, that's why I'm really thankful that God gave us 7 precious men.. What they have now, they all deserve it . They also showed to us the real value of teamwork. They may not teach it to us, but we learned from them a lot. :) Stan role model of the youth!!

@Luge_Deer BTS taught me how important the people in our lives are. They also taught me to work my hardest to achieve what I really want. They also got me into what is now one of my biggest passion, dancing.

@vkookmarkbam bts has taught me many things and changed me into a better person in many many ways and i seriously cant thank enough :') one of things that they have taught me is not to give up and do what i love. especially during studies when i thought of giving up, i first thought of bts. they are one of the reason why i am here right now and i am really thankful ! :)

@BtsARMY30991816 They taught me to be always happy

@AestheticSVT_ BTS taught me that you can achieve things

@aiskkukrim They taught me to live my life. : )

@zelo96_fan What I have learned is that I always have to follow my dreams, no matter what people say, I should be following what my heart wants. Also that I am young and I have to live for the moment, because I can't get my youth to waste. It's a moment that will never come back.

@melovlouis How can a dance be more synchronize and perfected than this? *in awed* my kpop dance expectation has gone way more higher since i started stanning them *definitely unfair to other idols* but at the same time, i've fall in love more and more with their personalities thru their funny vlive and twitter updates 😍 my fav friendship ever is ofc 95z!!! Go go Bangtan 🙌

@sae_baep I know them since No More Dream era and I'm very grateful that I know them earlier...They really taught me everything about life and happiness same like what my parent had taught me...I still remember I Need U mv where they show their friendship bond and how they keep their friendship till now...They keep smiling infront of fans although they're sad...same like Taehyung did last year...He keep smiling and doing his best on stage during BST promotion although he lost his lovely late grandma....during BTS 3rd Muster, he can't keep his feeling and cry while talked about his late grandma with fans...😔 Bangtan taught me about friendship and their profesional attitude. I hope their friendship will last forever and I hope ARMYs will always support and be with our boys 💕

@itsallysum Work harder to get a better results

@misoyuu_ One thing for sure what they had taught me is, don't let others stop you from pursuing your dreams. It really does make me feel happier when I told my parents I want to pursue something I like eventhough they protested at first ( for like a year and a half), but after looking at my gpas in every semester is increasing, they stop protesting. Claiming that its better for them to let we choose what we want to do. I'm happy that I managed to change my parents mind on these kind of stuffs since before this they always said to me and siblings to always pursue something that can secure you a job in the goverment sector (I don't know why but they don't want us to work under swasta). BTS not only taught me on doing something i like, but also managed to change my parents mind on that. One more thing BTS has taught me is, don't ever give up, even if you feel down. People who are close to me mostly know that I have depression, and I do really stupid things when I'm depressed. At those times, when I feel like giving up the most, I would ways listen to their songs. Especially Yoongi's mixtape, since he once mentioned that he have depression before in his songs. Their songs really give me strength for me to get up and start my life again. I really hope bangtan would go on for a long time since I really can't imagine how my world would be without them.

@YanakimAliana "Teamwork makes the dream work." This belief of bangtan help them to achieved a lot of achievements! They've proved that nothing is impossible if you guys work together as one. That's why I love them sooo much! A full package group indeed. Hands down to bangtan :)

@sabrinabalqis88 Bts taught me to become someone who are hard working and always enjoy your life :)

@Syafiqahazhr_ A great teamwork will make a great work. I love their teamwork ❤️

@asdfghjeon Bangtan has taught me lots of lessons in life but the one I'd like to share with you is how they taught me how to be humble and to give back. Regardless of their achievements they remain humble and close to us ARMY's. They never forget how we climbed up higher with them together. Every once in a while they always say how it's time to give back. That they always receive and they want to give back for a change. I find both of these things beautiful. This is a lesson I'll never forget from bangtan.

@vwiscuit Bangtan taught me how to be brave and face the difficulties in life. Even if you came from a simple start as long as you have the determination you can reach your goals even high. (Sorry for my bad english)

@yasitzella BTS have literally given me LIFE. They have taught me to always have hope in my dreams and to follow them forever. Those boys mean the world to me ~ 😘💘

@hidayatiaf There're so much thing I've learn from them .. about friendship, about love that it's not only about sexual interest, about passion, about feelings that I can't describe, about hard work and confidence but also attitude. Things I learn from them I can't describe using words because it just changed me before I even realize /cry/

@Iqha101295 They teach me, to care a lots about friendship!!

@emilesyavr BTS taught me how to support each other when somebody feel sad or else, they taught me how to take care each other.. they taught me anything. Since i knew them i always felt happier than ever❤❤😊 I'll always support them till the day i die.

@sc2rcelia BTS has taught me to be powerful when I'm down and to do everything i want to and to work hard to get what i want to BTS has changed my life to a better One especially Jungkook warmed my heart i love him so much thank you Kookie thank you BTS I love you so much 💜💜

@AnaisDzARMY They taught me never to give up and to always follow my dreams no matter what and they inspired me a lot in my studies and my life I'll always be thankful everyone doubted in me and looked down in me but I proved them wrong I got so much strength from their song Tomorrow they really saved me and it's because of them that I'm this kind of person today words can never describe how much I'm thankful 😢

@MukhlisaKhairul Hi, Lisa here! :) Actually there are lots of things that BTS has taught me. But because I'm in rush, I will state 3 main things that I have always remember when stanning them. First, BTS taught me to never give up even if the problem is big and we think that we are not going to settle it. Since BTS debut, they are always people telling them that they are going to fail. But because of their spirit and determination, now they are on the top and I believe they will never going down. Second, BTS has taught me about the importance of friendships. I always watch their bangtan bombs and videos and I think, their friendship is so sweet although some members did not show it. Hehe Thirdly, BTS has taught me about being who you are and dont be a fake person. They always show their true personality infront or behind the camera, and because of that, people always say that they are humble and kind. Here are the three main things that BTS has taught me. I hope BTS will always be on the top and win more daesangs!

@LsBlackHeart BTS taught me that it's okay to be different and not to think same as what the others think. And they taught me how to enjoy life and appriciate even the smallest thing :)

@nicoleskiexx They taught me to just enjoy life, be free, be happy and teamwork makes the dreamwork haha

@heyitsmeziahhh They taught me to don't stop reaching your goals. Don't stop until you achieve them. Also, you can't survive on your own. Don't be selfish, everyone is here for you, teamwork makes the dream work. Also, they taught me to (I am really amazed hiw Bangtan manage their time to study ❤) manage time, despite for their busy schedule. I am really amazed with that. Also, they taught me toshow who you really are and what you can do not just for yourself but for everyone ^^

@Fangirleu _Xx When i started stanning them they taught whats the essence of friendship and there's always hope

@ItsErina_23 They made me learned that dream big and always never back out in anything that i do. From them i learned to be a cheerful person. Even tho you fall, doesn't mean you don't get up back. It means that, i have to get up back and fight for it. I also learned that to appreciate my youth. Appreciate those who stick around me. Family and friends. And actually, they taught me lots of thing. I can say that i see a different me after i know them. I really glad to stan and know them.

@nr_rihaniztims well im lake of idea, ithought just a simple fill the form, but no😂 . okay wht they taught is how to be perempuan baik lah. i once think i cant do anything so why would im struggle while no one care. but then they came with like a bright lane for me to follow. now bcs of them im obses to be like them . also about homework,exam etc ,i always want to do it and enjoy but they came like "trurutt, bts updating, bts live now, bts bla bla, bts new merch, bts comeback" now where's time? urhhh money is the other thing😥 but actually sincerely my life bfore this was really nothing , i didnt do my responsible, once thinking to open hijab, couple couple. but now all those was gone and i really glad that im changing and my life right now was really neat and my future clearer.

@kpop_trash0420 I learned that you can reach all your dreams if like suga you try hard and not be lazy

@mochii_park They have taught me the meaning of friendship just like Spring Day song.Because of BTS,I get so many friends from other country.I be able to smile,cry and laugh happily because of them.I'm able to be brave and do something with confidence.I really appreciate what the boys had taught me all this 4 years.Thanks BTS.

@v_kyeopta BTS didnt just taught me things about life but mostly they inspire me very much like writing songs and poetry. And I dont why, but just listening to their song it flutters my heart especially the YNWA tracks, and made my day happier and complete.

@Roanna_Infinite There is these two things that BTS taught me. First is to trust and love the people who is always at your side. I was amazed of Bangtan's friendship. They treat each other as a family not just as friends. It made me realized that I should always appreciate my family, my friends and to everyone! The second one is always do your best. Hardwork is the key to everyone's success. Critisms will come up in your way but I've learned that I should make those critisms as an advantage. Why advantage? It is because those critisms makes me stronger and better. It makes me want to do my best always. Bangtan received so much hate .. but I admire them so much because they didn't let those negative things get in their way. I've learned so much from BTS and I am so grateful about that.

@BangtanGipsy They taught me to follow my dreams and never give up. They're like my mental supporter ☺️

@ARMYwiee_ They taught me how to be crazy, happy and just go along the days/times. They taught me how not to get stressed and just let it all out. They taught me how to smile even if i'm broke. They are like telling me that no matter how hard you're falling, just keep it with the flow.

@nraesyh amat menyukai bts atas sebab friendship diorang yang sangat hebat and klau ingt balik masa daesang award last year,first word yg rapmon sebut ialah army and nmpk sgt bts amt mnghargai army all over the world.bts adalah satu satunya group yg boleh mnyebabkn sy menangis.thank you bangtan sonyeondan!

@husna_liyana BTS has taught me the true meaning of a real n everlasting friendship n family,always cherish every single moment with the one u love,never give up on ur dreams,b confident n proud of who u r,stay humble n kind at all times,always try n do ur best,ignore those who try to take u down,that u r never alone in this harsh world n many more life lesson that i still couldn't figure it out at this moment.. ^_^ (actually,i find it very hard to put the things that they have taught me in words (^_^)v )

@sc2rrania BTS taught me many thing..but the more important thing is that friendship is so important .. I was a person who don't care about people but now I have friends and I care about them

@MinYoonbi_Suga How to be confident *from jin / not shy anymore /care abt others *from monie /to love others specialy armys*from BTS / I didnt tought that a fandom can be a family before knowing them seriously ♡ / sometimes savage *learnt this from yoongi kkk /not lose hope in any thing *from hopie sunshine /lot of things actualy ... Love u so much my boys ㅠㅠ and thnx for GA ♡><

@Lynakook2 Bts thought me how to live and love myself they thought me a lot of things love, friendship.... They are the reason why I'm living they mean the world to me 💔i just love them more than anything

@saltwaterlazuli BTS has taught me that it's okay to be my odd self. They've taught me how to start loving myself.

@Flowerminnn About the friendship .

@saraamiraaaa They taught me lots of things in life, from Namjoon's philosophy to bangtan's fashion 😂 I learn how to not give up in life, and always motivate myself that there r always reasons for me to live in this life. As for fashion, they literally changed my wardrobe! And I just knew black and white outfit is absolutely pretty and suits me well hehe, after I stan them. Seokjin taught me to eat well, and eat whenever you feel so lol Hoseok taught me to always be happy in life ad scream out loud!! 😂 jungkook taught me to be confident and be extra in anything I'm doing ( his cpecific confidence level)) 😂 YASSS and taetae and jimin taught me to love myself and everyone else and always be nice to ppl :) Yoongi of course taught me to love whatever I'm doing, with passion and hard work and Namjoonieee of course, fashion taste, his philosophy,his mind, he himself makes my thoughts abt life gets deeper when I stan him, he's really sth to me, an inspiration ,someone that I wish I could share my thoughts with,(and also my dream guy 😂))yep bangtan taught me a lot abt the beautiful moments in life and it's ups and downs, live our life to the fullest, appreciate your youth and life, everyone around you, as youth is once in a lifetime ♡

@LuhanRULES How to be true to my feelings

@withourwings I have learned that people who talk about real issues and taboo topics actually do make a huge difference. Even though the kpop industry seems to make mindless songs that avoid topics like depression and hardships, BTS was able to face those head on and show that everyone has someone and that people going through hard times "never walk alone"

@arisu03 bts taught me to be happy

@Ainajhh Teamwork,be yourself,work harder and stay humble😬They're jjang👍🏻

@lysiaahalim pertama kali liat mv bts yg n.o suka banget sama skill dancenyaa, padahal waktu itu first impression sama visual nya ga terlalu baik hehe tapi skrg i realized that bangtan's member visual was so killing hahha

@ADORKOOK they taught me how to love myself and not to give any shits to people who didnt worth our time

@VindaVanessa BTS taught me to smile/laugh more. Before i met BTS i was really shy and dont really smile around people. But now, BTS made me weird, crazy, outgoing and smile/laugh more to everyone around me! Other than that, BTS made me feel not to ever leave the fandom and will always remember/love even if they already disband in the future (I hope they will not disband tho, cuz i cant live without them ^^) Lastly, BTS taught me to appreciate my life when i'm still in my youthful days! BTS actually made me want to live a veryyyyyy long life. HAHAHAHA I think my reasons are more like appreciate than taught but i hope it's okay~ I AM PROUD TO BE A ARMY THAT'S THERE FOR BTS WHEN THEY HAVE A HARD TIME EVEN IF I, MYSELF ALSO HAVE A HARD TIME. THEY HAVE ALWAYS CHEER UP MY DAYS SO IT'S MY TURN TO CHEER UP THEIR DAYS ^^

@defenseyoongi They taught me to never give up on my dreams and enjoy every moment as if it were the last, just as they say forever we are young. ❤

@97sgoldenjk they taught me to be more confident on myself and stronger AND THEY MAKE ME SO HAPPY :) , i've been stanning them not for so long but i can promise i will love them till i die 💙

@abbygail_abenis26 They taught me how to be true to myself cuz honestly idk know what to say cuz my hands are shaking while typing for idk reason haha

@Effakeyth Bts had taught me how to love someone and they always make me happy. Idk why but their moments makes me wanna love them more. Whenever i sad i always watch their videos and all of my sadness just go like that. Tq bts.

@kataehu BANYAK. mereka mengajarkanku bahwa walaupun kita berada di agency kecil kita bisa menjadi bintang besar! mereka mengajarkan aku kalo semua bisa kita hadapin kalau kita berusaha, liat usaha mereka udah terbayar sekarang sama mereka udah jadi bintang dunia! bts itu down to earth bgt, dia ngajarin aku kalo orang terkenal gaboleh sombong dan harus tetep merendah, mereka cinta bgt sm army. bts itu idol yg bener2 idol. mereka bener2 bisa ngajarin army supaya berprilaku baik, bener2 salut sm bts. bangga!

@parkdaeunn BTS taught me a lot :) First is to believe in yourself. These talented boys are full of charms as well as talents! From singing, dancing, rapping, composing etc. they are all in one package ☺️ They inspired me for my love for music (I love to play piano btw). They are also a living proof that a kpop group can reach the top even when you are not under the Big 3 companies. I feel so proud of them because I've been a fan since the beginning. They also taught me to be true to yourself. We can see how happy they are on or off the camera. I love the fact that they are always show their true image to us ARMYs, from being dorks they can transform into hot oppas 😭💕 Thats how versatile they are. Lastly, bangtan shows us how they treasure each other. I really love their friendship and how united they are not only as a group but as a family. They have that brotherly love that makes the group stand out.

@coderedtswizzle BTS taught me to live life to the fullest and to be grateful for the things we all have in life

@cessie_sarte29 They have taught me that you don't have to do things alone, what are friends and family for? We should always team up and be together

@gummyoongz that it doesn't matter what language you speak or which county you're from because music bring us all together and that we should always have hope and believe in ourselves in everything we do because you'll never know what might be the outcome.

@_chanmelon That youth isn't something to just plan your future and school, that you have to live your youth to how you feel its the fullest so later in life you don't regret it. Also how as long as someone loves or has the same passion for you on something the differences dont matter, they are 7 boys from different backgrounds who share the passion of music and became a family

@hobibifreeeeend Perfection exists

@iNSyamimi i do love their friendship and hardship from beginning till now. They never give up on what they are doing and keep encouraging each other to do well. One more thing i love about them is all of their lyrics has a deep meaning which when u listen to it, you can feel it what they felt :) i once cried while listening to Whalien52 bcause the meaning are so so so deep like awhhh i wanna hug them and tell "you guys been doing great and you guys deserve all the love in this world" they are so humble yet talented in doing everything. they are so amazing just the way they are 💜

@vtaemochi At first, I liked them because of their looks *lol*. But then, I started to like their music and all. I'm one of those people who likes to search up lyrics and their translation, be it english songs, korean, japan etc. And I found that their lyrics are very inspirational and have so many motivational values. For example, i really like 'Spinebreaker'. It teaches me about not to burden my parents too much only to look like those rich kids. Second song, uhh.. is it 'Tomorrow'? I forgot the title (if I'm not mistaken, it's' Tomorrow'. sorry for forgetting the title 😅). This song teaches me about not to give up on our dreams. Hmm.. yeah, i guess i don't need to elaborate on that. There so much things that I learn from BTS while stanning. If I have to write all of it, I would make an encyclopedia. Haha, jk. But that one thing that really got me is their lyrics. You know how songs these day only talk about love and things like that? Well of course BTS does that too but not all of their song in their albums. You can fight me on this 😂. I guess that is all. I have difficulties writing long essays and often got a B. 😂😂😂 Last but not least, thank you very much for this giveaway. I really appreciate it. Even though there's no guarantee I'm winning this, I want to thank you anyway. Thanks, fam. 💞🙆💞

@Jeiaho7 They taught me that life is beautiful, i should enjoy life to the fullest because i only live once ,there should be no regrets nor hatreds. I'm still young, i should be free and do what ever i want. I should love more without hesitation and not against my will. They also taught me to treasure my family and friends because when im in darkness, there would nothing left but them. Through there music i learned all of these. Through there individual personalities i am inspired. I am sorry for my poor english coz im not good at it. It took me 40 mins to answer this. So pls consider. Thank you for ga. GODBLESS you and stay healthy.

@btsjiminiieee BTS have been my inspiration and role model in life. They have showed different values that not everyone can do or have. Like being humble and down to earth. BTS is known internationally. They won a lot of times because of their hardworks. But despite all of that they have been very humble and down to earth. And i think that is one thing that I have learned while stanning them, that we should be humble and down to earth despite all of our achievements. I also learned that we should not give up in everything we do. BTS is popular for their jaw dropping choreography and synchronization but before they achieve that jaw dropping performance they have been through a lot of hardships. Hardships that helped them to become what they are right now. With this values that they have right now I think I stan the right group and I will never ever regret stanning them 💗

@kookiexxtaetae They taught me that try and try until you succeed

@pavithrapurity To believe in yourself and work hard towards your goal no matter what might come in our way.

@btshawt I was a really shy girl back then i legit had no confidence to talk in public or strangers but then after i became an army i dont even know how but i start to act like them and i start to have confidence with myself. I think the lyrics in namjoon's song "reflection" really defines me. Bighit wasnt a big company but bts they never give up and now they are very successful they taught me how to not give up and that you will reach your goals in life if you keep on trying. They also taught me to not be sad, with everything they had given to army the content of their songs and videos they make me happy.

@PuthivoleakH BTS, the boys mean soooooo much to me, you have no idea. It's been 3 years since the day that have changed my life forever 😍. The first song I've listened was No more dream, when i firstsaw them performed, I thought that they were pretty cool and cute at the same time 🤣 then I really Get into them with War of Hormone. Wow it was so cool! And when they had their First win with I NEED YOU and god bless the MV of I need you and Run. I've been with them since they were nobodies and seeing then conquering the US and the world now really makes me proud and i believe that stanning them is one of the best decision I've ever made. I've seen them gone through all the hardships, struggling with their career, but they never gave up. Even when their family didn't approve of their dreams, they still kept going, doing what they love and fullfilling the dreams when everyone around them, the haters and family, told them that they won't make it. They proved them wrong by practicing so hard every single day. They showed me that nothing is impossible, as long as you work your ass off and keep on running toward it. I've been struggling with depression since i was 14, I am 16 now, and the only thing that helped keep my mind of it is their music. They are my live saver. I dont have that many friends, even a best friend, so I've never reallyhave anyone ti tell my story to. The depression hit me so hard that I've think of suicide but they saved me from it and i am eternal grateful. Their songs are all about youth's suffering, their struggles, the hardships and they are telling us that everything is gonna be fine, that it will get better, that they will be there for us. Their works are not just songs, they are telling us a story and we all are connected. They truly are talented, all 7 of them in their own ways amd I am so happy that their music, their stories, their voices are being heard all over the world.

@gabby_army BTS has taught me that not matter what, is best to follow my dreams and goals in life. That if I work hard to accomplish something then there will be good results. That in the society in which we live is full of stereotypes. That there will always be people that will tell you that you will not be able to meet your goals. That "You never walk alone"; There will be always someone who will be with you no matter what. And finally, but not least, to love my self by who I'm, cuz if I do not love me then, who is going to do so? PS: There are more things but if I keep writing this would be to loooong :'v

@Emily110101 I've learn a lot from them. Our eomma Jin taught me how to be confident on my appearance. Our hottest leader namjoon taught me how to speak up for myself. Our sunshine hoseok taught me how to be happy and always look to the positive side. Our suga aka agust d taught me how to care for other people. Our mochi jiminie taught me how not to please other people as they like, as some of the fans just like him because of his abs. Our cutie tae tae taught me how to appreciate other people. And lastly our golden maknae jungkookie taught me that friends can be our family too.

@_rachellimm_ taught me that judging others doesn't make us a better person,same as dragging other ppl down doesn't make us reach a higher step.We should all be kind and accept others' flaws bcz no one in this world is perfect.We shouldn't hate others without a reason.Instead we should love and accept everyone around us. Words can touch someone's heart just like how namjoon touched my heart with his words.The way he think is way beyond beautiful.The world doesn't even deserve someone like him.He doesn't deserve that much of hate.Ppl really should appreciate him instead of judging him or criticising him.He's beautiful in his own way.

@baby_zerry Precious thing that BTS taught me is about life. Their songs really give big impact and give me strength to me during my downfall. (Especially Save ME song) BTS is the first group to me give songs that can relate with our real life. Furthermore, ARMYs are the awesome fandom that I know.

@ilybantan BTS have been supporting us since debut and they have taught me to be bulletproof through everything such as haters or what not. Strong Power Thank You💗

@_sarangtaeyo They infires me to do better in life. They taught me that patience is virtue and that we have to do our best despite the outcome. They are the living proof of the saying 'nothing worth comes easy'. And that's why i love them. 💜💜💜

@taehyungdaisy BTS taught me how to be more expressive in things through singing, dancing, performing in general. They taught me how to appreciate things even in the smallest form. They taught me how to open my eyes and see the world within and what's totally going on around us which was expressed in their music.

@catjimin96 They thought me to live happily and keep doing what I love. They really inspire me to work hard to achieve my dreams. They're my inspiration too! (Top 1 in class hohoho)

@ToneeSaeng BTS taught me to be real. No pretention. That I'm not born to please others so i should show who really I Am. BTS also taught me that no matter where you came from, as long as you're hardworking and patient, you can reach your goals and dreams in life 💕

@AkosiAliyang They taught me how to care for each other and never give up even though there are many people that don't like you or hate you and just believe in your self and never give up!

@bihunisShook Their friendship I really adore it

@__blueshine BTS taught me a lot of things, they taught me the true meaning of friendship, to love family, to work hard to get what we want, and the most important they taught me to love myself ❤

@_joey99_ BTS taught me that attitude and passion makes ones to go even more further on their path. They never give up on their music and career to gave armys more and more good songs. Although starting there are many ppl didn't look good forward bts's song and etc to their future, they came from small company but they didn't give up easily and their name were known worldwide now. Many ppl would say that they are not that good or whatever they are korean but i think their hardwork has been seen by us. Their song are really sick. The company are moving to bigger and bigger office now bc of bts. They inspire me to not give up easily for what you have chosen to do. Keep on the path till the end you will finally found smth remarkable as results. They are really smth to me. Last, i wanna say ARMY represents the best fandom in the world im happy and proud to be in this fandom. Thankiu for ur ga too~^^

@jiminfleur they inspire me in every way which is they show how stronger their friendships and extremely care each other. they also made me learn how to appreciate things around me and give me a lot of confidence, motivate me to be better than before. im really thankful for their existence has made me have a better life in the future :")

@NinieySharlleys to keep on dreaming :)

@iatejiminsjams1 They taught me how to dream bigger. Even though their parents are against it, many people are looking down on them and doesn't believe that they can make it to the top. They taught me to believe in my self no matter what. And they to taught me how to love seven lovely men. Oops! I just learned it, they didn't taught me to love them >_<

@amiradevant This is tough. I'm an old Kpop fan... I would say: dancing. I've never had the real urge to learn the choreo from a boy group before until I watched bts. I also broke a lamp and almost a leg trying to dance I need you. 😂😂🙈

@Guktigger My bias is taehyung but i love all of them whereby whenever one of them got injured or sick i will cry as they in a bad condition lol. Bangtan taught me many thing but i really inspired and admire namjoon cause he never giving up on anything on music in rapping and even his fans. And the youth that he bring up make my youth feel more meaningful it like im happy with all things and wise word he use. It like my beautiful moment in life when i discover them and take their success as a inspirasi untuk jadi manusia yang lagi baik to parent, friends and society 😉

@lyanaarahman Because BTS has taught me to not give up in my life . Their words have inspired me to do well in my life.

@ixzahhhhh Ithey taught me to be humble person and theu inspire me with what challenges and trials in life.

@jimindoodles they taught me how to be such a positive person and never give up no matter what happen :))))

@ninaahanis They taught me that no matter how hard the obstacles is, as long as I persevere, dont give up and work harder.. I can reach all the goals I've set :D Seeing their journey from the beginning really inspired me everyday

@Romikestaeh i have learned so many thing with them such as i can dance well haha, they taught me about a hardwork, look they debut not in a big entertainment but hardwork with all their teamwork, and the achivement u can see now right. teamwork made ur dream work yea. also i loves to hear when they are sharing sharing their story life on speech 😭 sorry my bad english... so glad that i stan talent artist 😊

@bblychim To share and be happy with the simple things😊Seeing their smile when someone gave them gift or even streaming their vids and more. Then saying thank you and I love you to the people who always their for you and supporting you❤️NEVER GIVE UP🙏If you have dreams you wanted to fullfill just dont give up. Like our dearest boys even if they are tired they always never gave up because they wanted that and theyre doing that for their fam(their family and ARMYS). Even if theres a problem just SMILE😊Hwaiting! Bangtan taught me the half of my characteristics now💓They are really a good influeance to me😀They are my inspiration also😊❤️Actually because of them I'm top 2 in our class. Thank you bangtan to all💓❤️

@superLuckyDucky I have once thought of giving up because studies become harder. But, yeah, they just inspired me in many aspects of life especially for not giving up. I do like Jimin a little tiny much than others because he inspired me a little tiny more. BUT THE OTHERS ARE too! So, here I'm stating, If I win this, I'm good if you gave me the pc of any of them 😁 they are all my bias wrecker anyways! Thanks!

@chiakikaede They taught me to enjoy the little things in life and how to love my life

@jungkooksbab BTS taught me that "even when I fall and start hurting, I [shouldn't] give up running toward my dream" ("Young Forever"). They gave my life color and meaning, inspired me, and gave me strength and courage to pursue my dreams of becoming a singer when I had already fallen and given up.​ BTS taught me to be my weird self and not care about what others think, that I shouldn't hesitate to "live [my] life the way I want; it's [my] life anyways," and that sometimes, I shouldn't stress about things - "don't try so hard, it's okay to lose" - and just live happily ("Fire").

@adibah_sweet23 Being extra 😂

@sugaxpale Not to give up on your dream

@bantanite_7 BTS has taught me that it really doesn't matter what people thought or see of us, we just need to be more confident and believe in ourselves. I was a really shy person and only spoke out to my bestfriends, I'm an awkward person too and I don't really like to talk with people cause I'm scared that they would think low of me.As for me, I'm trying to believe in myself for now^^. Besides, they also taught me that we must treasure our times with our beloved cause we aren't gonna be young forever. And they also taught me that..being hopeful is not an useless thing. Like, I'm always not believe in myself,in what I'm capable of as I'm easily feels down about people thinking/see me. That's makes me feels hopeless and there's nothing else I can do except to just let it go. But after I know BTS, I've been more happier and have many hopeful wish/feelings about my future-unfortunately, my family aren't that very supportive about me loving kpop. To sum it ups, that's exactly why bts has gave me hope and makes me have faith in myself.

@multifndxm5767 Not to feel outcasted just because your thinking and believe and the way u look at life isn't typical

@MraMarinas They're my inspiration, my source of strength in pursuing my dreams. I've been an avid supporter since day one, and seeing them grow also feels like a proud mom saying with watery eyes, "That's my boys". I've been feeling so down lately for some certain reason and listening to their songs makes me feel hyped and all. They taught me how to live my own life and to do my best on whatever my heart desires because at one point of someday, I know, I will be someone I wished I would be (RM). Living in this cruel world is not as easy as I thought. There's no such thing as 'happily ever after' as problems will soon surface and we need to be strong and still in order to surpass those hurdles. Hardwork makes the dream work. I can say that, I stan the right group. I will support them until my Blood stops rushing in my veins, Sweat stops escaping on my body, & Tears get tired of rolling on my face. I have no regrets on stanning BANGTAN SONYEONDAN, and will never have.

@taekachuuu I think knowing BTS is THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MOMENT IN MY LIFE 💜 seriously. There are so many reasons to stan them 💜 BTS taught me that doing your best in everything you do has the best result. Like in their music, they've been always working hard and now been recognize worldwide and even got a Daesang 💜 I'm really proud of my boys. They also taught me to fight for your dreams. There is always been a right time to reach them. Like V, his parents are against to him becoming an Idol but now his parents are so proud of him 💜. These are some of the lessons in life they taught me. BTS is just different to others. I really love them and so proud to be a part of an ARMY 💜💜

@aqilasamat they taught me about life,never give up to achieve my dream through their songs and lyrics. Its makes me so emotional when i heard their song💕

@eikadilah urm one thing that they thought me is: u don't get number one on the very first day. kejayaan takkan datang begitu shj. It sounds like those cheesy motivation words but it is the truth. Second: be happy 🙂

@nurulasyilah Their song make me think about myself too

@monssta_x Work hard to get something meaningful

@lilyfarhah BTS Taught me to stay humble and be strong. They are my inspiration everytime I have a problem. They give me strength by listening to there music.

@mellyaningtyas To never give up, a lot of things happened to them but they're always together like a family and they never give up as their fans

@nomjooon They taught me to love myself and pursue my dreams

@amysieww Dari mereka aku belajar buat ngeraih mimpi, berbuat baik sama temen, dan ngejar cita-cita. Mereka aja bisa ngewujudin mimpi mereka kenapa aku engga?

@LxPeekaboo bangtan taught me the importance of giving myself a break when needed and not to overexert myself just to please other people. and also to appreciate the people around me and those i love. AND THAT I REALLY LOVE BANGTAN.

@tangbeavergara They have taught me to look beyond what's in front of me and when life gets tough, remember that we never walk alone, BTS and their music will be there for me, their music will console me. Never to give up hope, and to dream that one day I will fly with beautiful wings, like them.

@jiminieyoko They taught me how to be open to people because I'm really shy so I'm really grateful about that

@Mrskoreancat Stanning BTS taught me not to be afraid to do new things. They taught me not to give up on the things I want to do, that no matter how many times I fall I should always stand up and face life with a brave soul. They taught me that I should always use my 100% in everything that I do. They are my inspiration in terms of hardwork and dedication. And most of all they taught me to accept myself and be a better person that I can be.

@AnnHoneybee997 they thaught me how to believe in myself how to work so hard to achieve my dreams and how to be crazy and cool despite everything they thaught me how to live!

@bambamslaugh Heyyyy💜 OMG first thank you from the bottom of my heart for this😭😍 i'm not funny or deep...😅but Hey let me try✌💜 okayyyy...First. BTS is literally my life. They came when I most needed them. They gave me a hand to support me when I most needed it. They taught me that you should always help people, even if it seem like you can't do anything, you actually can. It's the little things in life that's matter💜 and you are stronger than you think💜 music can take me to another world. It can make me feel my emotions better or help me express my feelings. I think that music is magic. If you use the right kind of magic, it will make wonders to you and that amazes me. BTS is my magic ❄ BTS taught me that I should not be afraid to get close to people. I have never met my grandfathers...but my grandmothers have always been there 💜 after they died one after the other it kind of destroyed me...after that I didn't like to get tooo close to people. I didn't want my happiness to depend on anyone. Because sometimes people would maybe leave me and take my happiness with them. But BTS came into my life and heart💜 They became my bulletproof wall against negativity 💕 they became my Pink bubble that I escape to when the world isn't so bright 🌞 it's not that I can't face reality now, but BTS just makes it less scary. They taught me that no matter how sad life gets...it will always get Better. I will always have a hole in my heart. But they helped. They gave me a hand and i'm so glad i got that support💜 Damn where would i be without them? 💜 Please don't think i'm a dark and sad person! Because i'm not💕 i'm actually a really positive person 😊 But the world is not always so bright and even I get some " dark " thoughts. I'm not ready to get older. But BTS taught me that I should not be afraid and that they will always be there 💜 they taught me that EVERYONE gets that feeling...Even THEM! And that just really helped a lot. That's always why I loveee their music so so much. They know how it is. I'm a music person. Music is my passion. Music is my dream. Music runs through my veins.🌸 Music is all for me. Music is my first love. Music saved me. Music is what's keeping me alive. BTS's music is what I live for. 💜 They taught me that angels are real😇 i believe they are my angels. Even though I can only see them through a screen, they make me smile. How can 7 people i have never met save my day?! I actually don't know...they are angels. They makes my life worth living 💜 i love everything about them. their eyes, their nose, their lips, their smile, their personality, even their flaws 💜 yoongi taught me that's it's okay not to be okay all the time. Namjoon taught me that dreams really come true. Chimchim taught me that I should love myself. Jin taught me that I should never let any body get me down. Tae taught me that it's okay to be special. Hobie taught me that no matter how down i'm there are always a reason to smile. Kookie...ohh kookie. He taught me that I should never! Give up. Because like he said life without passion is not a life. They taught what true love is. I always get carried away with their smile💜*Start singing BTS's lost* i was lost before i found them. Finding BTS was like finding my way/place/home💜 finding ARMY was like finding my family 👪 👭 👫 💜 BTS taught me that BTS&ARMY is forever💜 Tae taught me to love purple 💜 "purple means we should always trust and love each other " ~ Kim Taehyung 💜 Finding BTS was walking into a house and suddenly knowing you're home. They got me at first glance 🌟 they taught me to love. And I will love to my last breath 💜

@BlancLouisa Yes! BTS had taught me a lot of things actually. They are more than a kpop group for me. They are also our handsome BOYFRIENDS. Our BROTHERS. Our SUNSHINE. Somehow i feel that they just like my real brothers sometimes. And i also love them more than my real brothers sometimes (shhh plz dont tell anybody abt this 😅) Sebelum melencong ke hal lain, baik saya teruskan pd tugasan. Maafkan sy ats keterujaan ini. So, the thing that BTS taught me is how the real BROTHERSHIP means. I mean, BTS is known as a group that has a great teamwork and the well-sycronized dance. And the reason behind this is their BROTHERSHIP. Their brothership is most pure thing ever. Starting from not knowing who is who to i know who is who just by hearing the sigh (as jhope said and its still hillarious to me. RESPECT) They shared all the love for many years. They are so close than their own family. They been through all the bitter sweet moment together but they never showed us they fought. It must be bcuz they are full of positive vibes all the times. They also seeing each other growing up being a man. I really adore the 95z. And we, ARMY are the lucky ones bcuz we are able to see it eventhough just a little of it. They just taught me how the beauty of brothership and i truly envy of it. Anddd.. the words YOUTH (pyoh bebenor nk sebut haih) I learnt the meant of it through them. Just seeing them turn into a man throughout all these years makes me emotional (imma proud mom) They are truly a part of my beautiful moment in life and i'll never forget it. Once im your fan, forever i'll be. Thank you BTS for taught me abt the beauty of BROTHERSHIP. The FRIENDSHIP. The means of YOUTH. I really appreciate it. Thank you for letting me to get to know a fandom called ARMY and to know some of them that alike angel without wings. Last but not least, Thank you Kak Hana for allowing us to write this sort of this things. If it not for this GA i will never be able to let out my feelings bcuz im not good at it and nobody will read it too. Menang ke tak GA ni, sy tak kisah asal sy dpt luahkan apa yg selalu rasa. Sy just harap pemenang akn jaga baik2 album tu sbb susah nk dpt album tu. Im not in the level that can buy all their album and merchandise cuz im still young and i need save for my education. (Tak mau sedih2 ok). Fighting! 캡짱! Peace~ ✌️❤️

@LydiaOktaviany they taught me to be to be happier

@jeongoku_ Team work makes the DreamWorks Never give up and fight for what you love

@slaykingpjm first,to be honest i really want to give up about my study. cause it kinda hard. seriously. Maunya have fun,main main tapi disatu sisi mau sukses. BUT its impossible right. so saya tau BTS yg dulu cuma boyband boyband biasa yg saya pikir bakal menghilang kaya grup grup lain(jaman No more dream). TAPI saya mulai ngikutin lagi sejak i need you-dope-run dan itu bukan hal yg mudah. dari stage kecil sampe Stadium besar. dari throphy kecil sampe Daesang. saya aktif liat practice,behind the scene,perform SEMUA butuh Proses dan KERJA KERAS. semua ga dateng dengan sendirinya. memang grup lain juga begitu. but saya liat ada ketulusan disitu. dan semua proses dinikmati. Kalau dibawa susah ya pasti SUSAH. "Hard work doesnt necessarily guarantee success,but NO success possible,without hard work" . so i push my self sambil tetap ngikutin bangtan ofc😁. cause their music is something. kkaepjang.sorry for this lebay pharagraphs but thats what happen on me.

thank you for joining my GA and be my mutuals all these time <3

may your dreams come true as bangtan said "dreams, hopes, keep going, move forward"
may your friendship with your friends bloom like bangtan has
may your life bring happiness and success in chong jojun balsa way ^^
may you being you, always
may God bless you :)