Tuesday 14 February 2017

Spring Day

I miss you
When I say that
I miss you more
I’m looking at your photo
But I still miss you
Time is so cruel
I hate us
Now it’s hard
To even see each other’s faces
It’s only winter here
Even in August, winter is here
My heart makes time run
Like a Snowpiercer left alone
I wanna hold your hand
And go to the other side of the earth
To end this winter
How much longing
Has to fall like snow
For the spring days to come?
Friend
Like a small piece
Of dust
That floats in the air
If the flying snow is me
I could
Reach you faster
Did you change?
Or did I change?
I hate even this moment that is passing
I guess we changed
I guess that’s how everything is
Although you left
There hasn’t been a day
That I have forgotten you
Honestly, I miss you
But now I’ll erase you
Because that will hurt less
Than resenting you
Snowflakes are falling
Getting farther away
I miss you
How much more do I have to wait?
Until I can see you?
Until I can meet you?
You know it all
You’re my best friend
The morning will come again
Because no darkness, no season
Can last forever
Cherry blossoms are blooming
The winter is ending
I miss you
If I wait a little longer
I’ll go see you
I’ll go pick you up
Past the end of this cold winter
Until the spring comes again
Until the flowers bloom again
Stay there a little longer
Stay there

cr. colorcodedlyrics

as expected of bangtan, making relatable songs about youth, about life
when the mv dropped, i was stunned by the cinematography so aesthetic and beautiful 
then i clicked the cc and read the trans
it feels like love song
but after repeat the song again and again and again (to get 10M and all) it struck me, hard
especially on yoong's part
"did u change? or did I change?"
this is faded friendship song
after time passes, what happened to us?

so I decided to look at my old photos while listening to the song
and i was crying, my heart hurts
i miss them so much
i miss the old me

"if you have old friends u havent talk for awhile, call them and say hi" - namjoon, vlive ch+

we must move on in life, but sometimes it's good to stay and look back, it's bitter sweet :')
to learn, become a better person...

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