[BTS fanfic] Love me, not (6)

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Jin made omelette that morning.
She sat at the end of the table.
Jimin, Jungkook and Hobie already sat down like nestlings waiting for mama bird to feed them.
She smiled, they were so cute.
Namjoon casually sat beside her.

Yoongi came and put a mug of coffee in front of her.
She blushed that Namjoon teased,"he must be your bias after all" making her blushed even more.
Yoongi sat at the other end though, not even once looking at her
Swag king, she thought timidly while smiling...

"Let's eat!!" Jin shouted and they were eating comfortably, except her legs begun to fidget.

"Are you working, noona?" Namjoon started the conversation, making it less awkward.
"I'm a teacher."
Woaaa the others started to join in.
The conversations got deeper, they started talking about what they want to achieve in life and what is their purpose of life and so on.

Yoongi looked at her with full admiration.
A grown up lady, with responsibilities in life as daughter who took care of her stage-4 cancer mother, a teacher who teach the kids and a sister of two younger brothers.

"But when it comes to BTS, I am a 16 years old fangirl"
They laughed.

***

I'm not going to the concert. Sorry... 10.20AM
Why not? You don't get the ticket? :( 10.27AM
Yeah. Have fun! You guys are going to be great, as always :) 10.29AM
..
Hey, I got staff pass. You can go to the rear entrance, I will ask our manager to give it to you. 12.08PM

It was 1PM, 7 hours before the concert started. 

"Ma, can I go out tonight?"

"Where to?"

"mmm...concert"

I was nervous, actually expecting her answer as no.

I never go to any concert, especially not kpop concert.

My mom not against my fond towards kpop but she's neither support it.

"You're grown up woman Hana, do what you feel right. Don't live you life regretting things later"

"Ma..." T_T

***

I was walking here and there until I found a door to the concert venue.

I stood there the whole time, watching their performances.

During vocal line performance, suddenly someone tapped my shoulder.

I turned my head, and there he was...as stunning as ever.

Black-haired Yoongi.

"H-hi.." I was trembling for sure.

He slightly hold my elbow and gave a gesture to follow him.

We walked pass the first level alley, went 2 level upstairs, into a spectator room.

"Stay here" and he went off.

I was dumbfounded.

Then a text came in,

It's me Yoongi. Sorry I used Namjoon's name before.

After vocal line, the rap line performed Cypher 4

Then it was Yoongi solo stage, with a piano

he started singing First Love...

towards the end of the song, he sang

geu modeun geol jikyeobol neoil tenikka *breath* *breath*

he stopped,

he looked up.

eventhough it was more than 100m away between me and the stage, 

deep down I knew, he looked at me...

he then started singing in english

even when I pushed you away

even when I resented meeting you

you were firmly by my side

you didn't have to say anything

so don't ever let go of my hand

I won't let you go ever again either

I can't hold it anymore, tears were falling over both my cheeks 

He sang the song to the end, then said while looking at the camera

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

The crowd went crazy screaming...

'caught in a lie~' my phone suddenly started ringing 

my brother talked in a harsh tone, "go back now, ma admitted to hospital"

I'm not sure if it's my imagination but I could listened to a thunderstorm, break through my heart.

I left the stadium.

The concert ended.

Yoongi rushed upstairs after the group photo, saying that he needed to go to the toilet.

He entered the room, empty.

He was about to turn around but saw something on the table.

The staff pass, and a note.

I'll always be your ARMY.Thank you. -Hana 

He tried to call me later but no answer.

That night, he got a text from me

Before the concert, my mom said to me to live my life the way I wanted with no regret. But she don't make it tonight in the hospital. I can't help but regret to not stay with her.
Thank you BTS for being a part of my youth.
And now I want to move on.
Love me, not.
May you find success in everything you do and may all your treasured dreams come true.
Good bye.

::The END::

ps. Thank you to those who read from beginning to end. it's my first fanfiction, it's kinda boring but i still love how it turned out this way even though i changed the storyline many times. Thank you again. I love you fam <3

Until my next fanfic, adios amigos ;)