Monday 7 November 2016

Hold me tight

I empty my drink but it gets filled with loneliness
I should’ve just given in, why did I argue all the time?
Even the trash bag thrown away on the street
Makes a lonely sound in the wind
All I did was color you in my white, blank paper
But then I realized, it already became a finished picture
You and I are like cell phones
When we’re apart, you know we’ll be broken
Only your scent completes me
Hurry and hug me
I can only see you
I can only see you alone
Look, I’m fair with everyone else but you
Now I can’t live a day without you, please
Hold me tight, hug me
Can you trust me, can you trust me
can you trust me
Pull me in tight
Hold me tight, hug me
Can you trust me, can you trust me
Please, please, please pull me in and hug me
You still shine
You’re still like a scented flower
Now trust me, hold me once again
So I can feel you, hold me
Without you, I can’t breathe
I’m nothing without you
Open my closed heart, drench my heart
So I can feel you, hold me
Your arms, your warmth, your heart
I want to see it all, I beg you
This moment, even the warm flower scented wind
Even the sky without a single cloud
Everything feels cold
and I’m even scared of the clear sky
If you’re not here, I’m just a corpse,
so how can I breathe?
Your cold face tells me everything rather than words
I can see a break up rising over me
like a high tide
I know it will soon be our last
but I can’t let you go
Don’t talk, don’t leave
just quietly hold me girl
Hold me tight, hug me
Trust me, trust me, trust me
Hold me tight, hug me
Can you trust me, can you trust me
Please, please, please pull me in and hug me
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I was looking at my mom now
She's sleeping soundly
I put my earphone and shuffle my playlist
Hold me tight is playing
And i am crying
She's having operation tomorrow
I wish i could hold her more into my heart
Even looking at her like this, i am thinking of them
The 7 boys who inspired me with lots of happening in my life
However here i am, where my mom needs me the most, my body is there helping her out but my mind is wandering away
Where's my priorities now?
Why am i like this??
I'm fair with everyone else but you
Hold me tight mom, so i can dearly holding you even more...
I'm sorry 😭

1 comment:

  1. I hope your mum is okay now. Don't blame yourself. When in pain our minds longs for consolation, BTS which makes you smile, its only normal you thought of them. That means you love them. They give you courage to smile even in hard times. I hope you are okay!

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