Monday 8 August 2016

Save me

I want to breathe, I hate this night
I want to wake up, I hate this dream
I’m trapped inside of myself and I’m dead

Don’t wanna be lonely
Just wanna be yours

Why is it so dark where you’re not here
It’s dangerous how wrecked I am
Save me because I can’t get a grip on myself

Listen to my heartbeat
It calls you whenever it wants to
Because within this pitch black darkness
You are shining so brightly

Today the moon shines brighter
on the blank spot in my memories
It swallowed me, this lunatic,
please save me tonight
Within this childish madness
you will save me tonight

I knew that your salvation
Is a part of my life
and the only helping hand that will embrase my pain
The best of me,
you’re the only thing I have
Please raise your voice
so that I can laugh again
Play on

Listen to my heartbeat,
it calls you whenever it wants to
Because within this pitch black darkness,
you are shining so brightly

Give me your hand save me save me
I need your love before I fall, fall
Give me your hand save me save me
I need your love before I fall, fall

Give me your hand save me save me
Give me your hand save me save me

Thank you for letting me be me
For helping me fly
For giving me wings
For straightening me out
For waking me from being suffocated
For waking me from a dream which was all I was living in
When I think of you the sun comes out
So I gave my sadness to the dog
(Thank you. For being ‘us’)

Give me your hand save me save me
I need your love before I fall, fall
Give me your hand save me save me
I need your love before I fall, fall

I want to write about #BTSdeactivatedparty and the mess happened last night
But after few paragraphs i got distracted watching uncontrollably fond i forgot to save
And it's gone.

Fine.
Maybe i shouldn't say anything
It was a mess that no need to be mentioned again

Let's become a better army
Better person altogether
Let's save ourselves from being too wrecked

Save us. Before we fall.

6 comments:

  1. @BoudanNoHana This touched my heart. Really. Ever since I became an Army last December, I've been hearing things about how Armys are the worst fans ever and how a lot of other fandoms hate us. Especially the rivalry and hate between EXO-L and Armys really hurt me. Because the group that got me into kpop was EXO. Even though I don't avidly stan them anymore, they still hold a special place in my heart. And BTS. They're my current, one and only, bias group. I love all the members very much. Incidents such as the hacking of the EXO Twitter fanbase and now the #BTSdeactivatedparty really make me sad. I'm not sure what exactly the hashtag is all about (I'm always out of the loop, sorry), but I can guess it's something about how people want BTS to disband? Right? If so, our precious boys don't deserve it. Because it was Armys' faults, not theirs. They shouldn't be the ones to bear the burden of our misdeeds. They shouldn't have to worry or be sad. Just as how much BTS loves and takes care of us, we should do the same, which includes watching our actions and making sure they do not negatively affect BTS in any way. But it should also not be forgotten that the Armys who did those things do not represent the entire fandom. The BTS fandom, I must say, is impressively big. People should not hate on all of us for what a few Armys did.
    With that said (it was super long), I felt like the few lines you wrote in this post (along with the song "Save Me") literally just summed up all the things I just said and all the things I didn't know how to express into words. Once again. Well done. This reached the depths of my soul. Thank you. Let's all become better people with each passing day and make our boys proud. :)

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  2. thank you! twitter id: @got7_daebak

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  3. Thank you for this! :) Hope to win. :D
    Twitter ID: 409735296

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  4. save us before we fall πŸ‘ˆπŸ»πŸ‘ˆπŸ»πŸ‘ˆπŸ» can relate to this haha

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  5. I am at lost of words. Your intepretation of Save Me has been one of my favorites. You have basically said what my heart has been yearning to let out in words HAHAH. I am glad there are people who could relate in such a deep way as well. ♡ (twitter: @arrisistible)

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  6. This is a deep song indeed. When i first listed to the album. This is the first song that i had loved. Because the meaning of this is deep. I think this song has a message that saying we need to save ourselves before someone breaks us into pieces. We need to have faith on ourselves. We always need to think positive because when we don't, our lives will be ruined. Our youth will be ruined. The greatest times of our life wilk be ruined. We can let anyone bring us down. We can always do it, we just need to believe in ouselves. We an make it through without trying. If we have bad memories before don't that stop us from reaching our goal. Fighting! ��

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